see how little glossies i have now. threw half of em away. and I've to constantly do it due to the lack of space. so sayang.

on another note, i can start swimming again. just got a one piece so i can feel less shy to go down and swim swimmmm.

watch this. how on earth did she win it? and isn't the most important part of the pageant the q&a's.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Y829i_4EwE

gravity

for some reason today i had so much things to read online.

fb was surprisingly the least of my priorities.

i had a great lunch today

with loads of garlic :)

my monday.

today i visited the dentist for a scaling session. somehow scaling never really scared me. and i actually thought it(i) would be calm by the time i saw the fat indian lady dentist with braids. her name's jean. have u heard a indian named jean?haha so anyway no matter how pain the pain is I'm normally able to bear with it or at least try my level best. this time i couldn't. my gums were bleeding and her dentist utensils were invading my mouth! i realised today:

i had two cavities which meant more pain cause she had to fill it.

i'm so not asking for braces like i use to unless i'm in a desperate state

if i were smart(er) i would have chosen dentistry. money flows in like nobody's business

i liked their declining chairs

heehee toods!

your my replacement

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yes i am hurt and deeply sadden. but there's nothing much i can do anymore cause on my part i feel like i've done enough. i did say more than i had to. and for that I'm sorry. i shouldn't have. i should have just let it all out to you. cause despite everything, we were the tightest it got. and everything you say eventually bites you right back in the arse right. everything you said was in fact true. i was a bitch to you and whatever else you feel like naming me. and i just didn't feel like fighting back anymore. i thought things will be different after the first but for all i know it got even worse. guess things are just better this way where we both have our seperate lives to live by. yes this is to you.

seeing that words all i wanted to do was to crash the car. yes i have issues. i know i have said it to you as well. i know it's harsh things to say but i thought you knew better. but i'm ok with it. i really am.see no silent treatments etc. to you it might be a small matter but not to me. i really feel dissapointed when you do it. and i really hate it when you ask for permission. thats what make people think i'm controlling you. don't you realise if you don't ask no one will even know. its not something big. just when i'm around.but its clearly not getting us anywhere. so i'm just gonna try to not care. yes this is to you

this is prolly the only emo post i'll ever post up. i really hope. cause i know how annoying it is to read posts like this. at least i tried to make it happy by changing the ends to sunshine yellow. haha

“You wanna know what living life to the fullest actually is? It’s waking up on a Monday morning with no complaints. It’s knowing you always deserve to laugh. It’s doing what feels right no matter what. It’s doing what you want to no matter how stupid you look. It’s about being yourself, because no one can tell you you’re doing it wrong.”— Unknown

bore.

was watching videos of diversity this dance group on Britain's got talent. go watch it. :D got a haircut today after agess. was planning to keep the length but because of my excessive split ends i couldnt. anyway the past few days have been dull. monday was clement's farewell, Piccadilly's for supper and later on mcd's with them boys. Tuesday: nirvana's for dinner and final destination 4 with the boys again. seriously worst out of the lot. damnn fake and funny.haha and since we were early for the movie, we killed time by karoke-ing (singing our hearts out to malay songs) pool and foos. Wednesday: went to pantai to visit shaun and played taboo then later to canai for supper with jean faye and amir. i'm swallowing panadol like nobody's business just cuz i dont want to fall sick. i seriously dont mind being sick but the starting part is toture. thursday which is today where i did nothing. this is a damn complicated post since i wrote it on thurs then dragged it till today which is saturday so im just continuing from wherever i stopped. yesterday went to fats house to play monopoly but ended up at a mamak eating butter naan with mint and the later went over to his poolside to chill where i got attacked by mozzies and had a freaking cicak jump ON me. almost died i swear. i was even ready to take off my shorts cuz i thought it went in my pockets. earghhh. today was at home till fats called to go for movie. went for gamer -_- stupid show. can sleep. just came home from canai with bf and amir. damn boring mann.

i really dont wanna say it but now i too think its not worth it

exoh.

of goodbyes and festivities

ok I'm officially on my term break now. 2 weeks of holidays. i have no idea how i'm going to occupy my time but i'm just glad i don't have to worry obout due dates and whatnot. timetable next sem is so earghh. tuesday, thursday and friday. all afternoon. anyway what happen for the week. Thursday musketeers met up in bangsar for banana leaf and shopping. Friday was our final presentation where we talked about facebook, listen to other pretty interesting presentations, got henna done and took pictures awfully hilarious pictures. went to subang after class to meet the boys. played uno which i haven't played in ages. I've forgotten how to play :( and i think they were cheating me cuz i clearly remember never to have played like that.haha too bad ECA didn't have stacko or i would have gone mental. later at night we went to lenniemennie's house for his brother's party. it was pretty alright. alot of unfamiliar faces but had yummy fried rice :D.

my indian design and her chink one.haha

facebook status's

Saturday i cleaned the house from 10-4ish. in between i'll get distracted and then continue again hence the time span. my godd my room is damn dirty. tell me again how have i been living in that dump. eeee. ramani called ard 4 to go out so i picked him, went makan and talk talk talk while waiting for sharma and gerard. went barsonic that night where there were many complications but it got better. sharma dropped me home at 3 and i kong-ed.

feed me lemons.

haha yes my hair smells good.hehe

Sunday was raya at the bf's place. mkn mkn mkn then we headed amirs house for him to get out of his baju melayu then to 1ji's house to pick him up and the to Piccadilly's to watch the match before heading to the airport to send gan and nosey off to russia. today i have no idea whats happening. its only almost 1 and I'm agitated to go out already. hehe

yummy cookies :)

at the airport

gan's brother. so alike

exoh.

can i marry you already?

who would've thought.

robert buckley<3

its down to the last week of college and i cannot be any happier. except for the last minute assignments which are a nuisance. but its my fault. 2 more papers. 2 more presentations. 1 more report. i can finally catch up with all the glossy's thats been lying around and dvd's. joyyyyyy! just came back from buka puasa at KGNS with the rest. the buffet was pretty good for the price. rm30 cuz amar gave me discount. haha. my mom's gonna see a fortune teller tmrw. i asked her to ask him abt me. then again i don't know whether i wanna know. what if i get too dependent. cannot cannot! anyway pictures from the week. tony roma's for another buka puasa on monday. and visiting bearr after ages!

jilly

yummy onion rings. oily though

i loike

you shud've seen the way he ate the burger.


faster go back to skinhead.