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gardens of gerdens

i'm done with work! but somehow i feel like working now. i think i just needed a day off! wanted to go for a facial but it was fully booked so i just bummed ard and went for threading later and spontaneously decided to cut fringe. i have no idea what to do with my hair. i want it long but i want it short as well. long cause i never really had it like super long and short cause well i need a different look seriously. been like this since ages. howw?? besides that i think i'm way more brand concious now and thats a bad thing. finally picked up the courage to walk into Gardens with a work mate the other day after continuosly seeing shoppers strut their brandies. fake and real i have no idea what the difference is. for me well i guess its self satisfaction. so anyway seriously i just cant bring myself to walking into all these big brands. i feel so malu to not come out with anything. anyway finally went in with our ciplak clothes(working attire). not so bad lahh.hahaha look at everything, checked the price, kept in mind the favourites and now its killing me. i want a 5k longchamp bag! lorddddddddd help me. cheaper ones include a marc jacobs wallet. i hate this! i dont like to be so... like this! ok gonna watch forbes top 20 under 25.

and here's me camwhoring earlier hehe

xx

i gave up pacing. now i sit and people watch

JOY!

current balance.

listening : to train, mayer and bruno mars

dreaming : of a vacation

craving : everything you'd find in a ramadhan bazaar which happens to be EVERYTHING :D

reading : every magazine for free during breaks at MPH. so sad i know

kicking : the bad habit of spending

missing : my funny mimi and having to wake up late

thinking : of aunty junes and burgerr haha

enjoying : the feel of aircond 12 hrs a day!

ok seriously this time bye. goodnight lovelies!xx

thoughts and ka ching chings

i'm just gonna mix everything i'm feeling/did/doing/frustrating over

why can't i get babypie? is it my phone or his or maxis or WHAT? i pampered my poor feet today after all the standing and walking. i thought i'd save money but working. apparently not! food and parking kills plus all the things i look at everyday. tmrw onwards i'm packing my own lunch and eating dinner at home. i'm gonna starve, kill me already. i miss the guys and our gym and eating sessions. i dont miss having to drive to subang tho. i need to buy an oil cleanser for all the makeup i put on my face and have to (step 1) remove with oil (step 2) cleanse with the normal dermalogica (step 3) scrub with tea tree so that it wont be oilyyy. i miss my shu uemura cleansing oil :( so easy peasy! work has been better than expected. just the same ol routine everyday which is a bore. i look at the clock 20972487r2987 times only to see time passing 5 minutes each time. i wish i had friends to break with cuz all i do now is believe it or not exercise in the mall by walking up and down. and no i dont mean window shopping and strolling by exercise, i mean pacing up down till i feel my calfs aching (and for some odd reason my shoulders). i dont know how to use my tumblr or else i'll be blogging there right now. merdeka songs are killing me. thank god for earphones and john mayer. seriously how to ppl work. i just dont geddit. no freedom nothing. I JUST REALISED HOW MUCH PEOPLE SPEND MONEY. ESPECIALLY WHEN ITS ALL IN FREAKING GODDAMN CASH! sighhhh. i miss blogging. i want burger ayam tambah cheese noww! i still have traffic! guess i should be blogging more often. i saw a lady with one hand today and it was so suprising how she was so normal to it that it seemed as if there was actually a hand there. my stomach has been acting funny. i cant sleep. ok bye

A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin
shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow,
he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You
think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put
things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear.
Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a
decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you
can't undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who
hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the
proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted
time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have
to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own
lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we
can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin
really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than
sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of
never trying. - Dr. meredith grey

:)

thaank you bestieboo!

i love you!

cyan colour for you

haha

another one to save up for

this was something special, something like dynamite

today on a saturday when its raining and when its all nice to snuggle up under my silk comforter, i'm up at 11 for god knows what reason and when i slept only at 4 yesterday. i think my body's getting use to the waking up at 11/12 on weekdays. maybe i'll nap later or something.

anyway helllo lovelies!


its almost been a month since i last update

so anyway I'm actually doing my internship now. at the same company my mom's working in but we're on different floor levels. first few days we went for lunch and whatnot but as i got use to the job i preferred staying in and getting over with it fast. moreover i did have breakfast at 11 so yeah my point is i don't see her anymore

this one's a whole lot better than the previous. i don't feel like its a chore. i come to work to make money and its all up to me(what i earn). i dont wake up so early and endured the morning jams. i dont wake up earlier then early just to eat breakfast, slab makeup and pick my outfit. everything's just so much more laid back.

anyway this is gonna last 2 months and i might just continue doing it on a part time basis. I've got to plan my future too which i havent done. apply, english test and look around for scholarships.

i've been going out like usual, just not so much pictures and i cant remember what i did when during the last month so i'll just do it randomly

may baby's birthday thing where they had a pool party in hartamas. they because i arrived late and later on to peninsula for the after party haha. good funn, good laughs!

went to Gold Coast Sepang for a picnic. the place was alright nothing great. ate, chilled and had my mini jog on the beach.haha for those who dont already know, i've always wanted to jog along the beach every morning or whtv time for that matter like hollywood celebs. and doing it alone is not an option unless u have a dog so baba ran with me! hehe

the only picture i took :(

headed to artista to watch mel perform last week and manda perform this week

endless rounds to sids

on kev's birthday

12 hrs event

gimme an eeee

so sweaty and tired

ikea with the boys

kids at work.heheh

jilly's birthday in chillis bangsar where we all surprised her and later on to BR for their pink promotion.

cheesecake :)

birthday besties

son and father

thats it!will try to update on a more frequent basis :)

xx

after another long hiatus

hello lovelies.

its been a long period of me not blogging so much so i feel like shutting this down.

so before i become even more lazy i'll just do a quick update now.

i'm going crazy applying for internships. and looking at my phone/inbox with ZERO replies make me so sad :( what if im the last one to get a internship? ok thats still alright at least i still get one in the end. but what if i dont get one at all till i have to defer it to June?! i think i'll dieee. if you're reading this and you so happen to be someone looking for an intern (:D) pls dont hesitate to pm me on my fb. haha just click the badge on your corner right.

anyway just an update to those that dont already know. i GRADUATED :)

AND SALT & PAPER WON BEST FMP ALONGSIDE OCTOBER RAIN!

sososo happy. we walked forward got our prizes and just stood there enjoying the limelight and the snappings of photographers till it got to a point where it became like those celebs who take too much time to give their speeches till the music actually starts playing but ours was instead just complete silence which got us looking puzzled but we got the point. hehehe wasn't our fault also actually. they just kept snapping!haha

pixies from mel's fb (thx!:))

so besides that was my loveliest bff's birthday. decided to go to SPACE cuz its his day and he decides. i only took 2 pictures of him cuz i somehow didnt realise i didn't take pictures of him and with him. but in my defence you were missing half the time.hehe later on headed to duta vista for the after partyy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN KUBHLAN! PLS FOREVER BE FUNNY AND ENTERTAINING!

so cute.

last Saturday jilly and i decided to sell our stuff to girls at her condo. second hand and brand new clothes and bags. i was satisfied with what i got and im sure she was double of what i was :) so in hopes of buying my Gizeh Birkenstock or if that doesn't happen something else i like, we're doing this bazaar thing again. this time at my apartment University towers. so if ur free this Saturday(17th April) from 10a.m to 4 p.m pls do drop buy and score yourselves some very cheap and nice items. prices start from rm4 aand goes only to rm40. there'll be new and second hand clothes, accessories, shoes, bags and miscellaneous items.

love.love.love

besides everything i mentioned above:

• i cleaned my cupboard which looked like utter rubbish. now its so empty cuz i took out everything to sell. i need new clothes. i'm sure you dont understand the cycle right? its just a necessity.hehe
• watched so many movies thanks to my dearest babypie.
• finally bought new flats and a cute little bottle which i got for a stealllll!haha
• put up our salt and paper corkboard and got rid of my old one

i need to saave money for in order jilly's birthday ( i know what to get you but its something so small that wont even pass off as a gift so pls hint to me. hehe!) baby's birthday ( this one i'm clueless but i wont bother asking cuz he's champion and hinting.haha) and PITBULL!

till next time. xx!

i dont like my colour coordination this time ard but i'm so lazy to edit.sighh

wait for it...

heyheyhey! i havent gone on and abt for so long.. i feel so lazy to blog these days although i have all the time in the world. anyway i'm graduating tmrw! finally! i really cant wait after 1 1/2 years of college. no more assignments and whtnot till i start degree next year. i do still have internship for 3 months after this. not sure where at. on a diff note, i felt like i spent so much this month but i can't really tell on what :( sighhh. i'm broke and i still have so many things to pay off. i have so muchh to update on but lets save that for the next one. i'm just to lazy now. need to shower and rest before heading to marriott tonight to set up our booth. so see you tmrw if you decide to come! :)

xx.

hey there pretty thing.

*If I were a month, I’d be December because there's just too much to celebrate

*If I were a day of the week, I’d be Friday

*If I were a time of day, I’d be dinnertime :)
*If I were a sea animal, I’d be a seahorse

*If I were a direction, I'd be opposite

*If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a rocking chair

*If I were a model, I'd be Gemma Ward

*If I were a liquid, I’d be vanilla syrup

*If I were a gemstone, I’d be a Diamond

*If I were a flower, I'd be pink roses/african daisies

*If I were a season, I’d be Spring

*If I were a color, I’d be white/fuchsia

*If I were a fruit, I’d be a mango

*If I were a sound, I’d be hummings

*If I were a car, I’d be a smexy audi tt

*If I were a food, I’d be fettucine cabonara

*If I were a place, I’d be an ice cream parlour

*If I were a taste, I’d be creamy n rich

*If I were a scent, I’d be feminine

*If I were an object, I’d be a key

*If I were a body part, I’d be lips

*If I were an emotion, I'd be happy over the top giddity

*If I were a song, I’d be Never say never

*If I were a pair of shoes, I'd be comfy wedges.

xx.

dots, fringe, lace and florals

topshop's latest.

<3

xx.