i gave up pacing. now i sit and people watch

JOY!

current balance.

listening : to train, mayer and bruno mars

dreaming : of a vacation

craving : everything you'd find in a ramadhan bazaar which happens to be EVERYTHING :D

reading : every magazine for free during breaks at MPH. so sad i know

kicking : the bad habit of spending

missing : my funny mimi and having to wake up late

thinking : of aunty junes and burgerr haha

enjoying : the feel of aircond 12 hrs a day!

ok seriously this time bye. goodnight lovelies!xx

thoughts and ka ching chings

i'm just gonna mix everything i'm feeling/did/doing/frustrating over

why can't i get babypie? is it my phone or his or maxis or WHAT? i pampered my poor feet today after all the standing and walking. i thought i'd save money but working. apparently not! food and parking kills plus all the things i look at everyday. tmrw onwards i'm packing my own lunch and eating dinner at home. i'm gonna starve, kill me already. i miss the guys and our gym and eating sessions. i dont miss having to drive to subang tho. i need to buy an oil cleanser for all the makeup i put on my face and have to (step 1) remove with oil (step 2) cleanse with the normal dermalogica (step 3) scrub with tea tree so that it wont be oilyyy. i miss my shu uemura cleansing oil :( so easy peasy! work has been better than expected. just the same ol routine everyday which is a bore. i look at the clock 20972487r2987 times only to see time passing 5 minutes each time. i wish i had friends to break with cuz all i do now is believe it or not exercise in the mall by walking up and down. and no i dont mean window shopping and strolling by exercise, i mean pacing up down till i feel my calfs aching (and for some odd reason my shoulders). i dont know how to use my tumblr or else i'll be blogging there right now. merdeka songs are killing me. thank god for earphones and john mayer. seriously how to ppl work. i just dont geddit. no freedom nothing. I JUST REALISED HOW MUCH PEOPLE SPEND MONEY. ESPECIALLY WHEN ITS ALL IN FREAKING GODDAMN CASH! sighhhh. i miss blogging. i want burger ayam tambah cheese noww! i still have traffic! guess i should be blogging more often. i saw a lady with one hand today and it was so suprising how she was so normal to it that it seemed as if there was actually a hand there. my stomach has been acting funny. i cant sleep. ok bye