soul meets body

UPDATE!

2010-10-05T08:46:00.000-07:00

spot ON!

2010-09-10T23:56:00.000-07:00

gardens of gerdens

2010-09-09T08:23:00.000-07:00

i'm done with work! but somehow i feel like working now. i think i just needed a day off! wanted to go for a facial but it was fully booked so i just bummed ard and went for threading later and spontaneously decided to cut fringe. i have no idea what to do with my hair. i want it long but i want it short as well. long cause i never really had it like super long and short cause well i need a different look seriously. been like this since ages. howw?? besides that i think i'm way more brand concious now and thats a bad thing. finally picked up the courage to walk into Gardens with a work mate the other day after continuosly seeing shoppers strut their brandies. fake and real i have no idea what the difference is. for me well i guess its self satisfaction. so anyway seriously i just cant bring myself to walking into all these big brands. i feel so malu to not come out with anything. anyway finally went in with our ciplak clothes(working attire). not so bad lahh.hahaha look at everything, checked the price, kept in mind the favourites and now its killing me. i want a 5k longchamp bag! lorddddddddd help me. cheaper ones include a marc jacobs wallet. i hate this! i dont like to be so... like this! ok gonna watch forbes top 20 under 25.

and here's me camwhoring earlier hehe

2010-08-26T18:23:00.001-07:00

i gave up pacing. now i sit and people watch

JOY!

current balance.

2010-08-24T09:50:00.000-07:00

listening : to train, mayer and bruno mars

dreaming : of a vacation

craving : everything you'd find in a ramadhan bazaar which happens to be EVERYTHING :D

reading : every magazine for free during breaks at MPH. so sad i know

kicking : the bad habit of spending

missing : my funny mimi and having to wake up late

thinking : of aunty junes and burgerr haha

enjoying : the feel of aircond 12 hrs a day!

ok seriously this time bye. goodnight lovelies!xx

thoughts and ka ching chings

2010-08-24T09:25:00.000-07:00

i'm just gonna mix everything i'm feeling/did/doing/frustrating over

why can't i get babypie? is it my phone or his or maxis or WHAT? i pampered my poor feet today after all the standing and walking. i thought i'd save money but working. apparently not! food and parking kills plus all the things i look at everyday. tmrw onwards i'm packing my own lunch and eating dinner at home. i'm gonna starve, kill me already. i miss the guys and our gym and eating sessions. i dont miss having to drive to subang tho. i need to buy an oil cleanser for all the makeup i put on my face and have to (step 1) remove with oil (step 2) cleanse with the normal dermalogica (step 3) scrub with tea tree so that it wont be oilyyy. i miss my shu uemura cleansing oil :( so easy peasy! work has been better than expected. just the same ol routine everyday which is a bore. i look at the clock 20972487r2987 times only to see time passing 5 minutes each time. i wish i had friends to break with cuz all i do now is believe it or not exercise in the mall by walking up and down. and no i dont mean window shopping and strolling by exercise, i mean pacing up down till i feel my calfs aching (and for some odd reason my shoulders). i dont know how to use my tumblr or else i'll be blogging there right now. merdeka songs are killing me. thank god for earphones and john mayer. seriously how to ppl work. i just dont geddit. no freedom nothing. I JUST REALISED HOW MUCH PEOPLE SPEND MONEY. ESPECIALLY WHEN ITS ALL IN FREAKING GODDAMN CASH! sighhhh. i miss blogging. i want burger ayam tambah cheese noww! i still have traffic! guess i should be blogging more often. i saw a lady with one hand today and it was so suprising how she was so normal to it that it seemed as if there was actually a hand there. my stomach has been acting funny. i cant sleep. ok bye

2010-07-02T23:58:00.000-07:00

A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin
shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow,
he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You
think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put
things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear.
Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a
decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you
can't undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who
hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the
proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted
time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have
to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own
lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we
can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin
really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than
sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of
never trying. - Dr. meredith grey

:)

2010-05-26T07:53:00.000-07:00

thaank you bestieboo!

i love you!

cyan colour for you

haha

2010-05-24T21:37:00.000-07:00

another one to save up for

this was something special, something like dynamite

2010-05-21T21:12:00.000-07:00

today on a saturday when its raining and when its all nice to snuggle up under my silk comforter, i'm up at 11 for god knows what reason and when i slept only at 4 yesterday. i think my body's getting use to the waking up at 11/12 on weekdays. maybe i'll nap later or something.

anyway helllo lovelies!

its almost been a month since i last update

so anyway I'm actually doing my internship now. at the same company my mom's working in but we're on different floor levels. first few days we went for lunch and whatnot but as i got use to the job i preferred staying in and getting over with it fast. moreover i did have breakfast at 11 so yeah my point is i don't see her anymore

this one's a whole lot better than the previous. i don't feel like its a chore. i come to work to make money and its all up to me(what i earn). i dont wake up so early and endured the morning jams. i dont wake up earlier then early just to eat breakfast, slab makeup and pick my outfit. everything's just so much more laid back.

anyway this is gonna last 2 months and i might just continue doing it on a part time basis. I've got to plan my future too which i havent done. apply, english test and look around for scholarships.

i've been going out like usual, just not so much pictures and i cant remember what i did when during the last month so i'll just do it randomly

may baby's birthday thing where they had a pool party in hartamas. they because i arrived late and later on to peninsula for the after party haha. good funn, good laughs!

went to Gold Coast Sepang for a picnic. the place was alright nothing great. ate, chilled and had my mini jog on the beach.haha for those who dont already know, i've always wanted to jog along the beach every morning or whtv time for that matter like hollywood celebs. and doing it alone is not an option unless u have a dog so baba ran with me! hehe

the only picture i took :(

headed to artista to watch mel perform last week and manda perform this week

endless rounds to sids

on kev's birthday

12 hrs event

gimme an eeee

so sweaty and tired

ikea with the boys

kids at work.heheh

jilly's birthday in chillis bangsar where we all surprised her and later on to BR for their pink promotion.

cheesecake :)

birthday besties

son and father

thats it!will try to update on a more frequent basis :)

after another long hiatus

2010-04-13T05:31:00.000-07:00

hello lovelies.

its been a long period of me not blogging so much so i feel like shutting this down.

so before i become even more lazy i'll just do a quick update now.

i'm going crazy applying for internships. and looking at my phone/inbox with ZERO replies make me so sad :( what if im the last one to get a internship? ok thats still alright at least i still get one in the end. but what if i dont get one at all till i have to defer it to June?! i think i'll dieee. if you're reading this and you so happen to be someone looking for an intern (:D) pls dont hesitate to pm me on my fb. haha just click the badge on your corner right.

anyway just an update to those that dont already know. i GRADUATED :)

AND SALT & PAPER WON BEST FMP ALONGSIDE OCTOBER RAIN!

sososo happy. we walked forward got our prizes and just stood there enjoying the limelight and the snappings of photographers till it got to a point where it became like those celebs who take too much time to give their speeches till the music actually starts playing but ours was instead just complete silence which got us looking puzzled but we got the point. hehehe wasn't our fault also actually. they just kept snapping!haha

pixies from mel's fb (thx!:))

so besides that was my loveliest bff's birthday. decided to go to SPACE cuz its his day and he decides. i only took 2 pictures of him cuz i somehow didnt realise i didn't take pictures of him and with him. but in my defence you were missing half the time.hehe later on headed to duta vista for the after partyy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN KUBHLAN! PLS FOREVER BE FUNNY AND ENTERTAINING!

so cute.

last Saturday jilly and i decided to sell our stuff to girls at her condo. second hand and brand new clothes and bags. i was satisfied with what i got and im sure she was double of what i was :) so in hopes of buying my Gizeh Birkenstock or if that doesn't happen something else i like, we're doing this bazaar thing again. this time at my apartment University towers. so if ur free this Saturday(17th April) from 10a.m to 4 p.m pls do drop buy and score yourselves some very cheap and nice items. prices start from rm4 aand goes only to rm40. there'll be new and second hand clothes, accessories, shoes, bags and miscellaneous items.

love.love.love

besides everything i mentioned above:

i cleaned my cupboard which looked like utter rubbish. now its so empty cuz i took out everything to sell. i need new clothes. i'm sure you dont understand the cycle right? its just a necessity.hehe
watched so many movies thanks to my dearest babypie.
finally bought new flats and a cute little bottle which i got for a stealllll!haha
put up our salt and paper corkboard and got rid of my old one

i need to saave money for in order jilly's birthday ( i know what to get you but its something so small that wont even pass off as a gift so pls hint to me. hehe!) baby's birthday ( this one i'm clueless but i wont bother asking cuz he's champion and hinting.haha) and PITBULL!

till next time. xx!

i dont like my colour coordination this time ard but i'm so lazy to edit.sighh

wait for it...

2010-03-23T04:52:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey! i havent gone on and abt for so long.. i feel so lazy to blog these days although i have all the time in the world. anyway i'm graduating tmrw! finally! i really cant wait after 1 1/2 years of college. no more assignments and whtnot till i start degree next year. i do still have internship for 3 months after this. not sure where at. on a diff note, i felt like i spent so much this month but i can't really tell on what :( sighhh. i'm broke and i still have so many things to pay off. i have so muchh to update on but lets save that for the next one. i'm just to lazy now. need to shower and rest before heading to marriott tonight to set up our booth. so see you tmrw if you decide to come! :)

xx.

2010-02-17T07:59:00.000-08:00

hey there pretty thing.

*If I were a month, I’d be December because there's just too much to celebrate

*If I were a day of the week, I’d be Friday

*If I were a time of day, I’d be dinnertime :)
*If I were a sea animal, I’d be a seahorse

*If I were a direction, I'd be opposite

*If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a rocking chair

*If I were a model, I'd be Gemma Ward

*If I were a liquid, I’d be vanilla syrup

*If I were a gemstone, I’d be a Diamond

*If I were a flower, I'd be pink roses/african daisies

*If I were a season, I’d be Spring

*If I were a color, I’d be white/fuchsia

*If I were a fruit, I’d be a mango

*If I were a sound, I’d be hummings

*If I were a car, I’d be a smexy audi tt

*If I were a food, I’d be fettucine cabonara

*If I were a place, I’d be an ice cream parlour

*If I were a taste, I’d be creamy n rich

*If I were a scent, I’d be feminine

*If I were an object, I’d be a key

*If I were a body part, I’d be lips

*If I were an emotion, I'd be happy over the top giddity

*If I were a song, I’d be Never say never

*If I were a pair of shoes, I'd be comfy wedges.

xx.

dots, fringe, lace and florals

2010-02-17T07:23:00.000-08:00

topshop's latest.

xx.

2010-02-16T22:28:00.000-08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c9KYx4JHnr0&feature=channel

xx.

2010-02-16T06:27:00.000-08:00

I'M REALLY SO STUPID I SCREWED UP THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME.

another one.

2010-02-13T11:28:00.000-08:00

been pretty busy the whole week getting things done for our presentation though we try to slot in outings in btw. my attention span is so short u just wont be able to believe it. thank god for envelope,moodbods etc buying moments which give us the freeedom to roam.(n visit ikea) hehe

so im awake at 3 in the morning due to stupid things bugging my life. why does it have to happen to me so often? but this one was worst than the other times it has happen. now i wont be able to head to the airport to send sharma off tmrw and celebrate valentines day. seriously i rather stay at home and get well than to suffer from this idiotic pain. there goes. im never drinking alco every again. and im gonna gulp down water like craaaazy!

anyway yesterday was sharma's farewell. good house partay with music, beer and pool. got pretty serious towards the end though. dont expect to sleep after these kinda things. ppl come knocking at the door every 10 minutes which got me damn irritated. helped clean the hse the next morning then headed to breakfast with shrakteeth,huiley and kubhlan. huiley: WTG where them gals. hahahaha this one's really funny!

i've been pretty pissed off with things happening ard the hse. sometimes i just dont get why you do the stuff u do but i guess u have ur own reasons as well. i need to find a new place to throw rubbish as well. sometimes u just never know when something u throw ends up back in ur hse again. pfft.

things to do this week:
alter clothes, moodbods and assignment stuff, car wash, watch valentines day, and spring clean.

anyway happy valentines day! and cny

so cute! >:(

i love MY sexii valentine! xx

Six Things Every Girl Secretly Wishes Her Boyfriend Would Do

2010-02-10T04:58:00.000-08:00

Buy us flowers…for no reason

We’re not saying to show up once a week with a dozen roses, but a surprise bouquet every once in a while wouldn’t hurt. It isn’t even really about the flowers (although we love having them in a vase on our desk…it really brightens up our brick cell). It’s the thought that we’re after. Getting them for no reason is you saying, “I thought about you because I love and miss you, not just because I got belligerently drunk and didn’t call you last weekend and am now sucking up.”

Make plans

We love being in control. We like to pick the restaurant where we know the atmosphere is romantic. We like picking the movie that will have us sobbing tears of joy when the couple gets married at the end. But what we would love more than the power of planning the entire night to our liking, is for our guy to take the initiative and just plan it. There is something extremely sexy about a man that takes control. So sexy in fact, that it won’t even matter if we end up eating Wendy’s takeout on the floor of your dorm room with a DVD and a cheap bottle of wine. The fact that you planned it is enough for us. (But next weekend, let’s go back to the Olive Garden…k?)

Shop with us

The whole “let’s meet back up in an hour” thing is not really okay with us, but we go along with it so we don’t have you sulking in the corner of Macy’s bringing down our department store high. We like to help you decide which pair of jeans makes your butt look better, and we’d also like your opinion on which dress will be better for New Year’s Eve. We will save you the pain and take our girlfriends the majority of the time, but every once in a while a little couples shopping would be appreciated. Yes, we think it’s cute and romantic, and, no, Best Buy does not count.

Don’t be “that guy” at the bar

We love that you’re fun and up for anything. We love that we can go out with a group as a couple and do our own thing, not grossing everyone out with baby talk and severe PDA. But we don’t love that we catch a glimpse of you from across the bar downing Red Bull vodkas and having beer chugging contests. Is this a problem? No. But the belligerent-I-am-going-to-kick-every-guy’s-ass-in-this-bar attitude is. We want you to be able to walk us home and offer your jacket if we get cold on the trek back to campus, not take a piss in every bush we see and yell threats at guys passing who look at you the wrong way.

Be generous in bed

We love knowing that we can satisfy you sexually. But once in a while it would be really great to get some pleasure of our own without feeling like we have to return the favor. After a week full of classes and work, a little visit down under (or perhaps an extended stay…) would be amazing, especially if we can take a night off from our duties. Please and thank you.

Come out of the man cave on your own free will

Begging you to put down the Xbox controller gets really old. We know you’ll never give up the video games, and we accept that four nights out of five we will wake up to the sound of you screaming to your virtual teammates through that headset. But if you decided to emerge from your pile of pizza boxes and beer cans without the nagging on our part, you will be rewarded handsomely.

xx.

the mind is like an iceberg

2010-01-31T02:08:00.000-08:00

my days have been the usual going out, mkn, get home, sleep.
i went to the gym 3 times this week! timid are u proud of me. see i told you plans gonna work!
annywayy
last saturdayy was tepanyaki with b in pavilion and clubbing later in Sicilly for abit. didnt drink or dance. basically just watched them drink before heading for supper then home.

ramani and ghandi

went to babi's for supper. hehe

so sad i was finishing up

sunday mommy decided a spontaneous trip to penang to visit grandma so we hit the roads early. 7pm. earliest i woke up in weeks maybe even months. one day trip so we maximize our stomachs my stuffing in everything famous. mmmm :)

charlotte rapheal. i'm not sure whether there was a princess in the front. yes thats the doggies name

so cute you just wanna squish it. grr

this is how a shitzu looks without its fluff.

my first time trying penang laksa. seriously

chee choeng fannnnn. u have to try this!

otakotak.

ok this one looks quite digusting. nasi kandar!

and so it ended with pati being back with us. so skinny mygoddd.

friday was at home detoxing from all the food i ate throughout the week before heading out this this girl eating pizza, getting my present, eating ice-cream and ending the night with zero money. haha

thankyou amarrajsharma. i love it! hehehe

xx.

give me a bucket of these.

2010-01-21T06:26:00.000-08:00

i really need you guys(above) to fill my emptiness. i know have said it and oversaid it. but seriously i think i really need a pet in my life. particularly a dog. something that i can cuddle all night long to. something i can pinch when i'm too geram cuz its too cute. something i can order around though i know it won't listen to me. and last but not least something or another thing i can lovee in my life. plus i think i won't be so pissy/emotional/pms-ey with a dog. you won't understand.

out of town

2010-01-19T22:10:00.000-08:00

within the time i havent blogged i have been/done/ is still doing the following

baked instant cookies. waited so long for so little, over-greased the paper, learnt ways to speed up the process and now i'm gonna bake instant things even more cuz i'm too lazy to bake from scratch. i think cooking is more my thing
assignments for our final project which is a killlerrrr. can die seriously and we have deadlines and presentations and graduation itself! i can't wait to graduate though :)
mamaking almost every night in canai. very very bad considering how much i spend on petrol and food and how much time i spend away frm home and how much time i spend looking at canai anneh's faces which i despise (i dunno what to call em)
going to nirvana's too often for banana leaf. this one is good in a way so that eventually i'll get sick of fried bitter gourd. eventually.hehe
watched 3 scary movies. i thought after coming soon i wasn't gonna be able to take anymore. hehe guess not!
went to cloth&clef for stevie's things. pics below :)

the night consist of dancing with strangers

shiny disco ball

this fella trynna include himself in every pic

aww the bf and the bff.hehe

i loike this.

kubs so sweaty!

so the smiley i tell you. if ur reading haha

xx.

2010-01-09T01:36:00.000-08:00

i havent written my first post this year

oh well i guess this counts.

soonsoon

to the NEW YEAR!

2009-12-29T04:15:00.000-08:00

this year has passed so fast. the new year is gonna be here in 3 days time and i still cant believe it. sometimes i wonder to myself what on earth did i do this year. was i productive at all? did i accomplish anything? for me this year had its up and downs. at some parts i was the happiest girl alive and the other i really wanted days to pass by faster.but now, end of the year seems very much like the starting of the year where i was happy aand im very much grateful things have pretty much worked out in every aspect. i've survived year 1 and anticipating year 2 and beyond, i realised how important friendship is, i visited 2 different countries, i attended my first rave, i started this blog! and i'm updating still! and i grew closer to alot more people. anyway as always resolutions are always haunting me and here's the list

1) start saving money and think before i buy something

2) exercise 3 times a week

3) dont take small things to heart and bicker

4) dont be so lazy andd messy

5) visit another country

6) get organized on my lil purple journal

i can't think of anymore. there are 3 though which i can't really mention. i just need to put it in my head and actually do. the 3 most important. anyway i hope 2010 will bring loads of joy and adventure. i really can't wait to start fresh. not looking forward to hitting the big two 000. so old ady. anyway new year plans are at amars since everywhere else is gonna be packed to the brim so house parties are always the best on occasions. 59 posts this year. not bad.

have a blast ushering the newyear guys

the one with the birthday.

2009-12-27T19:38:00.000-08:00

so it started off the previous day with mummy first. she took me shopping to get my gift. after 2ish hours in one u i was finally a happy giddity girl. came home, showered and picked huiley up for dinner with her at pyramid. was heading towards MFM when we discovered how full the place was and so headed to tony romas, which was full as well but we killed time by getting fondue. hehe we had our mains which were ceasar salad for her and a big juicy burger for me. onion rings complimentary. see what coupons can bring you?! anyway we stuffed ourselves and wanted dessert but by the time we were done it was passed 10 and every shop in the shopping mall was closed so we opted for bubba gump cookie and ice-cream. bliss :D and being the usual huiley there's always something up her sleeve. and while i thought she went to the toilet, she sneakily told them it was my birthday. and i had to do the whole stand on the chair and shake your booty. so shy :/ after dessert we headed to helo bali for free drinks and then myloverboy came to surprise me @12 with his infected eye. went to pick sharma frm bangsar and headed back to canai for shisha before heading home.

birthday eve dinner and dessert courtesy of huiley

on the birthday itself mum made crabs for lunch. and you'll only see crabs in my house during special occasions or when guest come. so ate until i cudnt digest anymore :D took a short nap before baby called to go shopping for my present and head to dinner straight. so he waited for me till i got ready. left to midvalley, got my gift and was aimlessly walking to kill time. had ice cream and snapped photos in btw. later he insisted on going to bangsar chilli's which i didn't get considering there was a chilli's in MV and due to my intriguing nature i made him blow my surprise.hahaha. and he tried to cover before a fellow mate blew it again.haha so anyway i had a nice birthday dinner at chilli's with my lovelys, cut my favourite indulgence cake and had good laughs with the bunch at mango mania laterr before calling it a night. all in all i was a happy happy girl!

so this year i got shades from mumsy, bikini from sister, money from pati, handbag from baby, footscrub from jilly and this cute present-ish innerwear frm gerard,dinesh,rabin and kubhlan!

xx.

for now..

2009-12-21T07:24:00.000-08:00

this will change come tmrw

do you think my blog has too many pictures

i think so.

anyway i had a great birthday

to my dear bff and bf thanks for the great dinner

i love ya'll too much

and to everyone else thanks for making me feel so loved.

everything that i wished for.

overdue posts coming up soon.

for now i shall finish up greek season2.

one whole day at home and i've accomplished one thing atleast.

only because i have tons more to watch.

have a goodnight.

i dont think i will

oh look what arrived in the mail

surprise surprise

doesnt make a diff

here's to a magical christmas

2009-12-16T06:28:00.000-08:00

photos: tumblr.

make time for me

2009-12-15T08:18:00.000-08:00

I'm back from Singapore baby. i cant believe i haven't blogged in so long. i cant even remember what i did. I'll just sum in up in pictures. easier and Singapore will definitely be in another post. anyway Christmas is nearing. time is flying by so fast. so its time for the Christmas wish list. haha although half the things are wayy too expensive. just for the sake of writing la ok. birthday one surprise me. haha so cibai.

1. ikea magazine holders

good quality one pls. the ones that will be able to last me a few years

2. watch

big big ones. unless you see a small one that suits me :)

3. clothes

only if its the last thing you can think of. and colours cuz most of mine are black

4. phone

yes i know i just changed mine but i can't resist E72

5. purse

white or brown leather that has loads of compartments for cards, photos,etc and a zipper for coins.

6. perfume

magnifique by lancome or daisy by marc jacobs.

7. heels

need to start walking in them now before its too late. size 8

8. footscrub

peppermint from bodyshop

9. bellystud

any nice designs.

10. makeup bag

any nice roomy ones that'll fit all

i made it 10 cuz its a nice number :D

will you be my santa?

xxxxxx

so anyways pictures on every days

1/12

11 months @ chillis

was a late dinner after walking around waiting for our turn and drinking juiceworks chocberry.his: quesidilas mine: firecracker fish

2 and 3/12

ats and syirabangs birthday @twentyone

birthday girls

syira,ats,iqah,me

later on to the bar upstairs for drinks and to chill.

11/12

ash's birthday @ cynna

had fun with the boys and girls. proper clubbbing afterlong

12/12

ikea with sister.

me and my love for flowers. fake or real. as long as they're purdyy. was suppose to go for meatballs but it was too packed so headed for lunch elsewhere and did browsing at ikea. bought wrappers for Christmas giveaways. so if u do receive one consider yourself luckyy :)

9/12

high school reunion @ curve

guess who's back in action? huiley!haha

satisfied my craving for meatballs and daim after the disappointing Saturday. shisha, walkwalk, snapsnap and headed to nasilemakbabi with the bestie for a good heart2heart.

10/12

prep-ing for artist in wonderland @ college

fara&jillywiglyjiglyqueen.

the latest i ever stayed back in college. till 8pm! doing last minutes before rushing home and heading to MOS with haylie and subway. stayed til 1am before rushing home again for a good rest before the event the next day.

11/12

Artists in Wonderland @ college

cam whoring otw back to college after getting dolled.

with derek my adorable smellycat lecturer

minus a few blunders caused by yours truly the event was great. fashion show, live grafitti, exhibition and auction. you defo missed out! event ended ard 7 and by 8 ish we had our butts planted @ nirvana's bangsar for banana leaf where we got loads and loads or fried crispy bitter gourd. second serving fo free because they forgot to give us papadam. haha headed home after to pack for singapore.

thats it. im so tired already. off to bed.

goodnight love.

2009-12-15T06:05:00.000-08:00

soon soon soon.

date me?

2009-11-30T04:00:00.000-08:00

after what seems like ages we finally hit the movies on Saturday. wanted to watch 2012 but apparently it was 3 hours long so decided to watch NewMoon. i thought it was pretty good despite feedbacks of it being such a let down. i don't know which team i'm on. i don't even think i want to belong to any team. i'm not crazily obsessed. to sum up my thoughts abt the characters: edward and his vamp gang are way too pale with exeption of the dread lock guy which is just plain scary, jacob looked way better with short hair and bella was pretty but so hung up.hehe so before the movie we had dinner at mfm. if u've been reading since the beginning i've mentioned how i wanted to treat him to the platter for 2. but due to the fact he cant eat the prawns he opt for his fav fish and chips and me pasta. filled up our tummies and i dragged him out to take pictures with the Christmas deco they put up. there was snowwwwww. ok not really just foam lah. the next day i was craving meatballs so we went back there again. haha. and i made him take another picture with the tree.

starters: fried mushrooms

so cute. heehee b see so clear

now see how u take picture of me

pastaaa. just right

fish and chips. according to him quite drenched in oil tho.

there were alot more shots like this but lazy lahh

day 1: coincidently we both wore stripes

day 2

rants

2009-11-30T03:38:00.000-08:00

i have a current obsession that i cant get of my mind
i am crazy inlove with charles&keith
i need someone rich that can buy me the whole shop
i'm in dire need of shoes and bags
although sometimes i do think i have just the right amount
and the more stuff i get the sicker i get of the brand
which is a good thing as it'll actually be off my mind
reason i'm posting this up now is cuz they're on sale
and i cannot tahan
but so fail i got no money
can't wait for Christmas shopping baby!

//

my sister's boyf got me cadbury favourites
i told myself i was gonna treasure it
cuz i'm damn jakun, first time getting favourites
finished in 3days.
no more picnic,my favourite
why don't they sell picnic here anymore?

//

another 1 day to December
another 7 days to meet my bff
another 12 days to s'pore
another 14 days (?) to holidays
another 20 days to blow out candles

xx

for a change

2009-11-28T08:28:00.000-08:00

so Tuesday i met up with some ol buddies at mandolin.. this quite secluded pub in kj.. there was suppose to be a performance of some sort so al picked me after i had banana leaf dinner at bangsar.. rushed home put on some light make up and rushed out again. had some good fun and company that night.

playing 21 which really got me hooked

first which real money. whoop!

with the 2 lovelies that supplied me money for 21.haha i made ya'll proud and won. sorta

drunk people layaning music

purdyy sam

steviemidnight.

the next day was at jills watching hauls, looking at facebookers and abit of work.decided to take pictures with her develish dawg, ANGEL cuz i was in the mood. hehe

2009-11-23T02:45:00.000-08:00

this week, i will remember <3

source: lelove

i woke up grumpily today to the sound of my doorbell. turns out grandmama cudnt open the door. ok not to say cudnt. she had the key in her hand. just afraid she might break the lock -__- anyway i had a pretty alright week. Thursday was in 15's then later to pyramid with the rest to watch a movie but ended up in kfc chatting and reminiscing away. skipped badminton later that night. friday went to college to hand up our assignment. class got cancelled again. headed to pyramid with smi again. this time just to mkn. and later to sharma's for gamenight. potluck baybeh. forgot to bring my camera. played pool and later charades. funfunfun :) later that night headed to pdg salem cuz the guys wanted to drink and played fun (fo) drunk games. Saturday was in till evening where queen and i headed to oneU. walked around for abit, home, then later smi picked me and headed to canai and later snooker for the guys and egg away for me where i tried my level best to beat cookie's record. i'll get there. and Sunday went to midvalley with mom and later at night to mcdees with fattypie. today we had a good workout at badminton and mkn aunty june's for some yummeh nasi grg tom yam. okay off to grocery shopping with mummy. toodles! .... so quick

2009-11-18T19:49:00.000-08:00

ohk since i was hurried into uploading the pictures, i already did it on fb hence no need for me to do it a second time here. anyway since last Friday was another bbq at a diff venue we headed to tesco on thurs to get meat, sauces and other needed items. then Friday everyone got together for a merry-licious bbq. lamb was awesome. then on Saturday was work in bkt kiara as clowns. tiring! wet! but ok la. will post up the pics when i get it frm jilly's phone. anyway the week's been pretty much alright. daily routine: wake up, college, out with cookie/b/queen, home, watch tv series till late late late! and lights off. even the weather is so blah i dont feel like doing anything involving movement like swimming cuz the water is too cold, gym cuz i have to get the keys frm the guards and that means me getting wet, stairs cus the exits are creepy during rainy weather and im only left with sleep. housework also i dont bother cuz now the maids here.she washes folds and irons everything. even my baju rumah. so niceee! i feel like a fat princess. Singapore holiday with the jingbang are getting closer and ive yet to ask mummy. should i? i do wanna experience a rave since i havent really been to one but thats abt it. crunch time:23 days i feel like going for one of those Japanese buffets but i don't know whether I'll enjoy their weird food but I'm willing to try. my dear bf on the other hand doesn't really enjoy this so just scrap that idea.

movies to watch: year one, 2012, did you hear about the morgans?, everybody's fine, inglorious b, new moon, a Christmas carol and COUPLES RETREAT!

i miss those breaks we use to get after exams in high school. i think I'm the only one though cuz others now instead of a month some people get 2. sigh to raffles.

currently addicted to: fried nasi lemak

breaaak.

2009-11-16T20:31:00.000-08:00

im sick as a dog. constantly blowing my nose and not being able to taste food is killing me. only good thing is i get the proper hours of sleep i need and being taken care of by the boyf who fed my porridge in the middle of the night+mums who doesnt scream at me so much . i'll update soon about bbq and being clowns.

2009-11-10T05:12:00.000-08:00

my hair smells of cocoa butter from a fresh shower.

i'm gonna sit my butt down and get hooked on to greek.

he was watching porn in FTZ with his monitor facing passerby's. stoopid

craving for..

2009-11-09T02:48:00.000-08:00

headbands.

another SATURDAY.

2009-11-09T00:33:00.000-08:00

last saturday i went for a college mates birthday @ her place. we arrived pretty late but before she blew candles. food was kinda almost finished but they replenished just for us i think. g-ken wings, angel hair, jelly, fruits and salad. this was really a more healthy version of parties where they normal serve fries, nuggets, pizza. basically easy food. even alco was in the cake instead of can or bottles. hehe break for pictures

the only clear picture i had with u and the cake

my chinadoll

her love

the unusual cut cake. tiramisu my favorite but this one was wayy overpowered by brandy taste.

with the newly turned 19 year old.

we stayed for abit and then i met up with the guys for the usual clubbing when ramanibavani comes down and also rabin's birthday outing . they picked me and headed to space where we met sukhs friends. my first time there. not too bad but heritage has become so empty. anyway the usual routine. drink drink dance dance laugh laugh. and later to murni's for supper :D

improving my posture. see? hehe

holy mother she can move.

tsk tsk. horrible behaviour

never fails

2009-11-09T00:25:00.000-08:00

You´re better then the best

I´m lucky just to linger in your light

Cooler then the flip side of my pillow that´s right

Completely unaware

Nothing can compare to where you send me

Lets me know that it´s ok yeah it´s ok

And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed sing like a bird

Dizzy in my head spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh you make me smile

Even when you´re gone

Somehow you come along

Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack and just like that

You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed sing like bird

Dizzy in my head spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh you make me smile

Don´t know how I lived without you

Cuz everytime that I get around you

I see the best of me inside your eyes

You make me smile

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed sing like bird

Dizzy in my head spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh you make me smile

uncle cracker-smile

2009-11-06T06:51:00.000-08:00

yesterday was bbq at amirs. had fun bbq-ing chatting laughing playing taboo and being drenched in smoke. there was meat, lamb and chicken marinated by amir and ilyas, nacho's with some yummy dip by micheal, potato salad by ismael and cupcakes by i have no idea who. kinda wish i took more un-blurred pictures though.

chefs.sorta

busy chatting

girls doing the lamb on one side

sukh

his reaction to my posture. just look. omg

the guys acting gay. heh

2009-11-06T06:02:00.000-08:00

sometimes i just wish i knew how to pair my clothes in a jiffy for the right occasion and being at utmost comfort
i love the smell of new clothes *wide wide smile*

a new chapter

2009-11-01T08:24:00.000-08:00

Happy November lovelies!

the past week i:

bought a thick ass novel

caught up on movies, old and new

finally got time to read magazines

went to 2 warehouse sales.

bought a dress for a really cheap price.

reformatted and anti-virused my lappie.

met up with old friends.

met the granny.

survived day 1.

pictures from the ramanados@ urbanattic

2009-11-01T08:09:00.000-08:00

purrdiest celeb baby, suri cruise.
seriously she's dressed in the most fashionable things ever.
click click below.

http://suricruisefashion.blogspot.com/

we were meant to live for so much more.

2009-10-26T06:08:00.000-07:00

to my funny friend ,

i know i haven't been close to you in the past year or so.i dont know what or why i somehow feel awkward with you. but you were right, i probably felt that way cuz we're so distant now. even i feel weird about why i can never hang out with you alone like how you do to other girls. maybe its cuz i'm scared we'll run out of things to say or you'll get bored of me or i'll get bored of you. you use to be the second person i run to when something interesting happens and seeing you get so hyped makes me even more excited about my happenings i.e mcdreamy and mcsteamy.haha( i like ppl reacting with me) and like i said my taken life makes me have far less gossip to fill you in about meaning far less conversations. even if i do I'll be telling you only the mean, sad stuff which is really unfair to my other half since you guys are good friends and even though we've been close friends for almost err 4 years now i don't remember ever buying you gifts for ur special days. I'm so sorry i only run to you when i have problems and i don't have anyone else. and even though sometimes i highly disagree with ur choices and decisions and I'm sure you do with some of mine only you can realise and change them. for someone who's younger than me i really feel you're damn matured in your thinking. people have perceptions where a guy-girl close friend relationship eventually doesn't work i really hope this will last forever. even when you're a thousand miles away and married and last but not least i really hope you'll find a girl who'll give you unconditional love cuz seriously, you deserve it.

my fondest memories with you are when we pretended to be together bangsar, merdeka's after ditching the rest and late night calls about everything on this one particular night in form 4 where my jaws were damn pain either from talking or laughing and not forgetting the bimbotic high school moments where i was the subject for laughter but didn't mind at all.

i quote you

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back."

love,
princessdumbass

2009-10-25T02:02:00.000-07:00

haiyoh so malas to blog already. but i'm so determined to keep this one going. so yesterday was my deepavali open house. i know its a week late but who cares. it was suppose to be on deepavali day itself but mom cancelled due to several reasons. i wore a sari for the first time. basically cuz buying a sari blouse is wayy cheaper than buying something else (2 for RM24). the cloth itself was borowed from my moms chinese friend! hehe i'm so a fail Indian. if you're reading and wasn't invited, it was mainly due to my moms hands and how much she could cook for so she limited me to 10ish people so i just invited to close ones. but in the end there was plenty left and her friends ended up tapau-ing it. so she learnt her lesson and i learnt mine :) on a different note, i really feel like venturing into journalism. i have no idea why. i just feel like it'll be something interesting to do. and its not like i thought abt it once. everytime i hear the word diploma or magazine or uni's. its crazyy i know cuz firstly my english/writing is not that good, i need to think so much before starting to write a report/essay and just to reach that 500, yes 500 min words i'm already dying. i dont have a flare for it really. i hate reading books and i think i need to start mang! anyway i dont even think this will become a reality but i feel like i need to express it somewhere and what better place than my own blog. i'm very much confused about my plans for my studies. fashion still? or business or something else. should i take a year off? idk! i know have a routine of waking up and looking for part time jobs. you know the one day jobs that pay you alot. i havent gotten any replies and i'm pretty bummed. i think i'm gonna change my plans for the future from being a fat mum who doesnt care abt her weight, spoils her kids and a housewife to a not so fat mum with her own business who still spoils her kids but not in an excessive way and has something to accomplish every year. see how jumbled up my post is. someone, the next time you see me pls force me to read and give me books for my birthday ( omg ok i think i'll cry if you do this. haha my sister did once and i forced her to get me something else as well cuz i thought i was so ewwww) i guess i'm paying the price now :(

with mom and her bunch.

with everyone who made it a joyous one.

with atieboobs and syirabangs

with babypie who makes me a happy happy girl

i love this picture of us.

xx.

2009-10-22T06:11:00.000-07:00

hello lovelies. i'm so dead sleepy and lazy to shower. nothing interesting happened this week. college as usual and been going ard hunting for stuff for this saturday. i've got to get my room organized or bare the screaming from mum. tuesday was banana leaf with baby for dinner and later to BR hartamas for some yummy ice-cream and laughter :) i now have 4 days of classes instead of 3 cuz we have an additional subject. sighhh went to brickfields yesterday for sari blouses and sweeets. now i kinda regret not going during the usual deepavali period. headed to canai later for kebab while the guys shisha-ed and then to helo bali in my shorts and t-shirt where i got mutiple stares to meet my dear friend niro for abit. today had assignments to complete and then college again which was a pure waste of time. wasn't even paying attention and before we knew it class was over. ok i'm gonna go to bed early today cuz we're heading down to johor tmrw for a friend. i wasn't close to her i must say but it seriously was damn shocking. ok toods!

diwali

2009-10-17T22:26:00.000-07:00

So this year, diwali was spent with the family at kampung seremban. drove down alone to see the grandmama. she's getting cuter every year i swear! drove back up again by 4 to go for amars open house. the whole day i had yummy food. shamelessly helping myself to plates of rice, curry and mutton vareval. its so sad how i'm indian and i don't hve visiting to do instead i go for my fellow indian mate's open house and every other indian friend of his cant make it cuz they've got their own thing going on. On mom's side : brother in canada (no contact), sister in penang married to chinese so i think she celebrates chinese new year (no contact), sister in alor setar (no contact) and lastly sister in USA who celebrates christmas (no contact). On dad's side: pls this even more pathetic no need to explain la. haha so see how divided the family is? i'm gonna make sure i get married and have a big family and give birth to a gazillion kids so that they'll have a nice huge family to have festivities with :D.

she was confused at first

damnnn cute i feel like wobbling her cheeks!

daughter. mother. grandmother

the other night.

2009-10-12T01:57:00.000-07:00

spasm. haha

ramanibavani.

dont worry your getting there. haha

fatty.

angel wings.

babypie

in between fights.

godrei

he kept on blocking me from taking a decent photo of myself. grrr

heh.

xx.

2009-10-11T08:58:00.000-07:00

this week was so much better. even when i was home alone i didn't feel that lonely. i had friends to fill in and I'm so grateful for that. first day of class where i got quite freaked out about my two dear friends researching about college and me doing nothing. wake up call. even if I'm gonna be staying here i still need to do some research. but for now i'm just lazyy so in a few months time ok. haha then i had the good old dose of shopping. for magazines and other stuff in amcorp, random places and sg. wang. got a summon which totally and utterly dampened my joyful mood. second time at the same place by the same authority. grr. next up was clubbing at mumbai se with the usuals. place was abit dodgy looking. like komtar in penang. but once we got it it was alright. dont you just love it when girls are fat but they seriously dont give a shit about how you view their body and they're just proud of their curves. i seriously look up to that. as long as you dont find it a problem, i don't think anyone will. got back really late though and cam-whored like cow which i will post up in the next one. just came back from a good day. spent the day with ramani and gerard first in ac. there was this online bazaar thing which was going on. browsed abit but there was nothing worth the price. chiddady chat with them until 6ish then headed to fattys place to pick him up for shaf's open house. had satayy, soto, his granmama's shepherds pie and cakes. chiddady chat till 10 then headed to nainna's to meet the guys. chilled with ramani and gerard after the rest left to play poker. ramani leaving to johorr tmrw :((( i feel so lifeless now. haha anyway i came back to a pos ekspress envelope on the diners. was so disappointed with the content though. bought this necklace which looked damnn nice online but turned out damn short in length. and not so gold! for 35 bucks i seriously got ripped off. if the owner ever reads this: i'm sorry, i still do find it nice. but not as nice as how u portrayed in online. u enlarge so big until i also like wahhhh! see now i get so kuci. but i'm still loving it. just expected more. okayy lovelies. exoh.

do check out her shop. who knows you might just fall for something purrdyy.

http://stephaniefong.blogspot.com/

and in case you were wondering what i got here it is:

yes imma sucker for anything mythical

2009-10-09T20:48:00.000-07:00

nowadays i wake up really late. according to my mindset la. 12pm. its like half the day wasted but I'm really happy considering how i use to get up at 7ish 8 even when i don't have college and do nothing.

a little something i made to get my rings organized

2009-10-07T05:44:00.000-07:00

picture source le love

holy cowwwwww. i'm fattttttt. shravan thanks. i dint really feel it until you said i'm dayummmm fat. ok fat i understand. dayummm fat is just... depressing. got a brown bag just now. i think i impulsively bought it. just cause i was flipping through and found a picture of kate hudson carrying one complementing her nautical stripe look. waste money balls. oh and i got this uber pretty magazine. with good writeups too! the pages are made of thick paper and non glossy and so pretty. see what old magazine scouting can find you. i laf ! ok off to hopefully catch babey modelling.exohh lovelies

edit//

just got back after consuming one huge plate of fried rice. i'm not helping myself either. sighh

earlier today

polis much? PDL15

2009-10-04T18:03:00.000-07:00

mmm my fav tandoori and butter naan.

stupid fats did this on purpose!

teh o aisss

her boyfriend

the dad who stay at the party and drank coke with whisky for the first time!

birthday girl

exoh.

these eyes won't shut.

2009-10-04T16:32:00.000-07:00

its been 2 hours plus and i can't go back to sleep. college officially starts this week and im dreading it. just the classes. its been too long since i last saw j's. this hols were as boring as everr. didn't go anywhere. jb pun tak jadi. okie need to head to ze bank. bought some stuff online so heading to pick it up after that

How would I normally spend a single RM10 note?
a) petrol
b) reload
c) makan makann
d) nose stud
e) parkinggggg

2) What is my ultimate dream job?
a) tour guide (travel fo freee)
b) chef (i get to deal with food)
c) tv host (no guts!)
d) play/sing in a band (easy carefree life with fans too!)
e) stand up comedian

3) Where and what kind of tattoo would I like the most, if I can have one?
a) wordings/initials/dates on my wrist
b) clover on my neck
c) pixie on my ankle
d) teardrop on my cheek (i wouldn't do this but its so cool!)
e) something i can relate to on my shoulder blade (think rihanna's gun)

4) Which of the following I just can't resist?
a) cabonara!
b) clothes!
c) beach holiday
d) awesome company
e) puppies
f) boys

5) If I won the lottery what would I do with the money?
a) spend it on my desires
b) family and friends
c) invest (double double and yes i do think about my future)
d) around the world on 80 days?
e) buy a cozy house and a few pups

6) What would I be willing to eat/drink for 10,000 dollars?
a) someone else's puke
b) animal brains (exception for dogs)
c) pee
d) peppercorns
e) -

7) I secretly would like to be ________ for a day?
a) Robert buckley (so i can touch my body all day)
b) Jessica stam (so i can do runways, editorials and feel pretty)
c) Katie holmes (so i can braid little suri's hair and dress her up in designers)
d) Adam lambert (so I'll know what being gay means and have tons of gay friends/partners)
e) fergie b.e.p (so i can have morning jogs(and everything else)with my sxc husband)

8) What is my greatest achievement to date?
a) I've managed to juggle 2 jobs at once
b) host an event ( hey at least i picked up the courage to do it)
c) iphone egg game.hahaha
d)
e) mann i gotta do more things!

9) My favorite flavor of ice cream is:
a) gold medal ribbon :D
b) rum and raisin
c) vanilla ( not those chepo ones)
d) cookies and cream
e) hazelnuttt

10) What do I wish to have right now?
a) sleeep
b) moolah
c) babey
d) food
e) a maid (the house is in a mess and mumsie's coming back soon)

corneh but funneh.

2009-10-04T09:36:00.000-07:00

-The word of the day is "legs." Let's go back to my place and spread the word.

-That outfit would look great in a crumpled heap on my bedroom floor tomorrow morning.

-I want to melt in your mouth, not in your hand.

-I like every bone in your body especially mine.

-How about you sit on my lap and we'll see what pops up?

-Will you be my love buffet so I can lay you out on a table and take anything I want?

-Why don't you sit on my face and let me eat my way to your heart?

-Baby I'm like milk, I'll do your body good.

-Is that a mirror in your pants because I can see myself in them.

-Hey baby lets play army I'll lay down you can blow me up.

-If your left is thanksgiving and your right leg is Christmas can I visit you in-between the holidays

-If I told you that you had a nice body, would you hold it against me?

-You're like a Pringles. Once I pop you, I can't stop you!

-I want to kiss you passionately on the lips, and then move up to your belly-button.

-Is it hot in here or is it just you?

-If you were a car door I would slam you all night long

-Baby, your so fine, I want to pour milk all over you and make you part of my complete breakfast.

-How about you sit on my lap and we'll straighten things out

-Baby, I'd run a mile for your vertical smile.

-Nice shirt.... wanna fuck? (seriously do ppl even react to this?)

-If I could rearrange the alphabet I'd put U and I together.

-Are you from Tennessee? Because you're the only ten I see!

-Can I have fries with that shake!

-I've got the F, the C, and the K. All I need is U.

-You're so sweet you're giving me a toothache.

-Hey baby, can I tickle your belly button from the inside?

-If I had eleven roses and you, I'd have a dozen.

-Hi, I'm new in town. Can I have directions to your house?

-Do you know CPR because you take my breath away.

-Your daddy must of been a drug dealer 'cause you're dope.

-My face is leaving in 15 minutes...be on it!I'd look good on you.

-When does your centerfold come out.

-So do ya wanna see something really swell?

-I've seem to have lost my number, can I have yours?

-I've got the hot dog and you got the buns.

-Is your name Gillette? ...because you're the best a man can get.

-Are we near the airport or is that just my heart taking off?

-I may not be Fred Flinstone, but I sure can make your bed rock.

-You have nice legs. What time do they open?

-Do you like Subway? How about my foot long?

-Hey that dress looks nice. Can I talk you out of it.

-Is that a keg in your pants? Cause I'd just love to tap that ass!

-Are those pants from outer space? Cause that ass is out of this world.

-You're like a championship bass, I don't know if I should mount you or eat you.

-Is your dad a terrorist? Because your the bomb!

-Are you a parking ticket cause you have fine written all over you.

-If I flip this coin, what are the chances of me getting head tonight?

2009-10-03T05:24:00.000-07:00

fucking love yaw.

2009-10-03T00:59:00.000-07:00

i sitting on my couch while squinting thinking whether i should go to the gym. or swimming. or both. but then what if kublanwublan calls. then i'll have to change again, bath again and head to the gym again. sighh. nevermind i'm just gonna go gym la. need to workout this big fat ass of mine so i'll feel satisfied. do i have plans today? i don't know i hope i do cuz i don't wanna rot at home aloneeee. i just got a pair of denim shorts and plaid shirt. againnn! i think i have too many plaids. i need a plaid pants. and i'm slowly doing things to my old un usable clothes so i can wear them again. and i just found out with qwerty is called qwerty. cuz its the first few tabs on the keyboard! i sound like a bimbo. ok something to occupy my time with.

*2 names you go by- thrishie, tt
*2 things ur wearing right now- denim skirt and errr
*2 things you want very badly at the moment- to get a job that pays alot but requires very little of my time and to stop... and start.... haha
*2 things you did last night just before bed- watched gg and took a hot shower
*2 things you ate today- drank coffee and mom's candy. so sweet can dieeee
*2 people you just spoke with- babeyy and kubs thru txt
*2 things you are doing tomorrow- oh my no idea
*2 longest car rides- to kedah and in US from california to LA
*2 favorite beverages- 100 PLUS activ and teh o ais

2009-09-29T23:54:00.000-07:00

see how little glossies i have now. threw half of em away. and I've to constantly do it due to the lack of space. so sayang.

on another note, i can start swimming again. just got a one piece so i can feel less shy to go down and swim swimmmm.

watch this. how on earth did she win it? and isn't the most important part of the pageant the q&a's.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Y829i_4EwE

gravity

2009-09-29T11:07:00.000-07:00

for some reason today i had so much things to read online.

fb was surprisingly the least of my priorities.

i had a great lunch today

with loads of garlic :)

my monday.

2009-09-28T03:33:00.000-07:00

today i visited the dentist for a scaling session. somehow scaling never really scared me. and i actually thought it(i) would be calm by the time i saw the fat indian lady dentist with braids. her name's jean. have u heard a indian named jean?haha so anyway no matter how pain the pain is I'm normally able to bear with it or at least try my level best. this time i couldn't. my gums were bleeding and her dentist utensils were invading my mouth! i realised today:

i had two cavities which meant more pain cause she had to fill it.

i'm so not asking for braces like i use to unless i'm in a desperate state

if i were smart(er) i would have chosen dentistry. money flows in like nobody's business

i liked their declining chairs

heehee toods!

your my replacement

print,post,approved

2009-09-28T02:54:00.000-07:00

yes i am hurt and deeply sadden. but there's nothing much i can do anymore cause on my part i feel like i've done enough. i did say more than i had to. and for that I'm sorry. i shouldn't have. i should have just let it all out to you. cause despite everything, we were the tightest it got. and everything you say eventually bites you right back in the arse right. everything you said was in fact true. i was a bitch to you and whatever else you feel like naming me. and i just didn't feel like fighting back anymore. i thought things will be different after the first but for all i know it got even worse. guess things are just better this way where we both have our seperate lives to live by. yes this is to you.

seeing that words all i wanted to do was to crash the car. yes i have issues. i know i have said it to you as well. i know it's harsh things to say but i thought you knew better. but i'm ok with it. i really am.see no silent treatments etc. to you it might be a small matter but not to me. i really feel dissapointed when you do it. and i really hate it when you ask for permission. thats what make people think i'm controlling you. don't you realise if you don't ask no one will even know. its not something big. just when i'm around.but its clearly not getting us anywhere. so i'm just gonna try to not care. yes this is to you

this is prolly the only emo post i'll ever post up. i really hope. cause i know how annoying it is to read posts like this. at least i tried to make it happy by changing the ends to sunshine yellow. haha

“You wanna know what living life to the fullest actually is? It’s waking up on a Monday morning with no complaints. It’s knowing you always deserve to laugh. It’s doing what feels right no matter what. It’s doing what you want to no matter how stupid you look. It’s about being yourself, because no one can tell you you’re doing it wrong.”— Unknown

bore.

2009-09-24T09:41:00.000-07:00

was watching videos of diversity this dance group on Britain's got talent. go watch it. :D got a haircut today after agess. was planning to keep the length but because of my excessive split ends i couldnt. anyway the past few days have been dull. monday was clement's farewell, Piccadilly's for supper and later on mcd's with them boys. Tuesday: nirvana's for dinner and final destination 4 with the boys again. seriously worst out of the lot. damnn fake and funny.haha and since we were early for the movie, we killed time by karoke-ing (singing our hearts out to malay songs) pool and foos. Wednesday: went to pantai to visit shaun and played taboo then later to canai for supper with jean faye and amir. i'm swallowing panadol like nobody's business just cuz i dont want to fall sick. i seriously dont mind being sick but the starting part is toture. thursday which is today where i did nothing. this is a damn complicated post since i wrote it on thurs then dragged it till today which is saturday so im just continuing from wherever i stopped. yesterday went to fats house to play monopoly but ended up at a mamak eating butter naan with mint and the later went over to his poolside to chill where i got attacked by mozzies and had a freaking cicak jump ON me. almost died i swear. i was even ready to take off my shorts cuz i thought it went in my pockets. earghhh. today was at home till fats called to go for movie. went for gamer -_- stupid show. can sleep. just came home from canai with bf and amir. damn boring mann.

i really dont wanna say it but now i too think its not worth it

exoh.

of goodbyes and festivities

2009-09-20T21:24:00.000-07:00

ok I'm officially on my term break now. 2 weeks of holidays. i have no idea how i'm going to occupy my time but i'm just glad i don't have to worry obout due dates and whatnot. timetable next sem is so earghh. tuesday, thursday and friday. all afternoon. anyway what happen for the week. Thursday musketeers met up in bangsar for banana leaf and shopping. Friday was our final presentation where we talked about facebook, listen to other pretty interesting presentations, got henna done and took pictures awfully hilarious pictures. went to subang after class to meet the boys. played uno which i haven't played in ages. I've forgotten how to play :( and i think they were cheating me cuz i clearly remember never to have played like that.haha too bad ECA didn't have stacko or i would have gone mental. later at night we went to lenniemennie's house for his brother's party. it was pretty alright. alot of unfamiliar faces but had yummy fried rice :D.

my indian design and her chink one.haha

facebook status's

Saturday i cleaned the house from 10-4ish. in between i'll get distracted and then continue again hence the time span. my godd my room is damn dirty. tell me again how have i been living in that dump. eeee. ramani called ard 4 to go out so i picked him, went makan and talk talk talk while waiting for sharma and gerard. went barsonic that night where there were many complications but it got better. sharma dropped me home at 3 and i kong-ed.

feed me lemons.

haha yes my hair smells good.hehe

Sunday was raya at the bf's place. mkn mkn mkn then we headed amirs house for him to get out of his baju melayu then to 1ji's house to pick him up and the to Piccadilly's to watch the match before heading to the airport to send gan and nosey off to russia. today i have no idea whats happening. its only almost 1 and I'm agitated to go out already. hehe

yummy cookies :)

at the airport

gan's brother. so alike

exoh.

can i marry you already?

2009-09-15T06:50:00.000-07:00

who would've thought.

robert buckley<3

2009-09-12T20:52:00.000-07:00

its down to the last week of college and i cannot be any happier. except for the last minute assignments which are a nuisance. but its my fault. 2 more papers. 2 more presentations. 1 more report. i can finally catch up with all the glossy's thats been lying around and dvd's. joyyyyyy! just came back from buka puasa at KGNS with the rest. the buffet was pretty good for the price. rm30 cuz amar gave me discount. haha. my mom's gonna see a fortune teller tmrw. i asked her to ask him abt me. then again i don't know whether i wanna know. what if i get too dependent. cannot cannot! anyway pictures from the week. tony roma's for another buka puasa on monday. and visiting bearr after ages!

jilly

yummy onion rings. oily though

i loike

you shud've seen the way he ate the burger.

faster go back to skinhead.

2009-09-09T07:05:00.000-07:00

i can eat this everyday. ok well at least i think i can

nyums.

jakun.

2009-09-05T23:39:00.000-07:00

listening to cascada while doing my web design. for some reason or another i can't seem to get done with it. I'm so malas already i don't even care how it looks like. last night, went with the bf to pavilion. i felt so poor walking ard. and felt so miserable walking into Accesorize and Cotton On.sigh anyway so the other day i went for a facial with my mom. some diamond peel thing where they use this device to suck dead skin cells off your face. damn pain mang! but pretty satisfying results after. she did half my face then showed me the difference. lighter and has some lifting effects. mmhmm but i hate this one thing almost every facalist/ hair stylist does

lady: *touch the side of my face then begins to scratch*

me: err oh no that's my birth mark

lady: birth mark ah? oh ok ok.
leaves me alone for awhile

lady: you never try some lightening treatment for your birthmark ah?

-_-

besides the fact that i'm ok with it and it doesn't affect my life and i know she's just trynna promote her services, just leave it alone already. and i say hair stylist cuz whenever i go to dye my hair, they think they've accidently smeared dye to my face then wets the towels and scrub scrub. aiyoh.

i'm in love with this anchor pendant. tiffany&co.

did some research and found out it symbolizes hope.

also found out its almost RM600. after converting from USD

hope.

had dinner at tj's ss18 the other day since its already been 8 months. so fast mang. lamb shank, cabonara and mushroom soup. the food was alright but slightly pricy.but the place made me wonder about opening a restaurant of my own. so cozy.

just look at that face. haha

hahaha.

gleeee.

my camera quality is so bad and i don't know what to do. its only 2 years ols and its still under warranty. but i don't know how to explain to the guy at the shop my problem. its prolly my settings right? gonna fiddle with it before taking it in. and i finally got all my photos organized :D

in the waiting line.

2009-09-01T00:01:00.000-07:00

Merdeka this year was celebrated at mist. as much as i didn't feel like going to a club, i didn't really have anything better to do. no fireworks, saw a few familiar faces, knew i applied make up rottenly but just didn't know how bad it was (sorry amar), saw a few familiar faces, and didn't realised they were counting down. sigh. i love this country anyhow. most of the time. its already September. time flies so fast.

3 more weeks till sem ends

2 more months till timid comes back

3 more months to Christmas :)

sharma.

shaunnie

jingbang

anirudhyyy.

lovetards.

i take full blame for the eyes.hehe

ayo technology

2009-08-28T23:11:00.000-07:00

its 1pm and i have officially failed in my attempt to fast. haha ohmy

a friend once told me. whats the point of getting a good phone when everything ur using is so normal. so i downloaded fring on my phone and was pretty excited about the whole me moving up in technology. and so i started using msn blablabla. at first it was at a wifi zone so i didn't really bother but then after moving quite far from that area i realised my msn was still working. so i was pretty impressed thinking woah even when I'm not in a wifi area i can still use msn. at this point fring was totally cool. and then i realised my 3G connections were on and it suddenly striked me that fring was actually using up my credit as it auto connects to the Internet when there's no wifi available. curse curse curse and straight away disconnected. check my balance and from 9 bucks i had a miserable 1.50. being so frus with it i decided to remove the ap from my phone. but it couldn't because apparently the file was corrupted. and now everytime i switch my phone off and on it back, this fring thing connects and eats up my credit. i seriously rather stick to basic apps that come without hassle. either that or read up on these things before downloading anything.

picked mom up from the hospital. you have no idea how happy i am never to step foot in that place again. ok touch wood. just not anytime soon pls.

i wanna get vaccinated for cervical cancer. was reading an article about model, genevieve sambhi having it in Her World. damn sad. she's so young and she only has 2 kids and now she can't have more! and she keeps healthy! seriously its pretty scary how anyone at all can get it and plus its one of the most common cancers affecting women.

on a different note. i've been eating so much rice lately. rice is always my last option. i prefer eating anything but rice usually because i get bloated almost 80% of the time and dishes just taste so good with rice that i end up eating moore than usual. haha but once i start i really cant stop. like now. howdy howdy.

I'm brokeee. ok going to curve soon. toodles!

soundtrack of my sorrow.

2009-08-28T10:17:00.000-07:00

i feel bad. sometimes i just say whtv comes to my mind without thinking through. i know its horrible things to say. and saying sorry wasn't an option at that moment cuz i stood firm to what i believed in. i still do. but I'm sorry and I'll try to change. next time I'll just keep my mouth shut. makes everything a whole lot easier. anyway i haven't been doing much hence the extremely little posts. went clubbing last night at quattro for abit. felt that winter thing I've always heard on the radio. small but brrr cold. been in and out the hospital everyday for the past 4 days. i absolutely despise it. such a sad environment. ok I'm gonna attempt to go without food tomorrow. sure fail.

tilt it.

2009-08-19T06:49:00.000-07:00

im sick yet again. what happening to my immune system. i use to get sick once in 6months or so but now twice in 2months? gah. couldnt sleep last night but had a good rest this afternoon. skipped product development.

last night made me realise how much i havent been keeping in touch with high school friends. went for sri's farewell. went back early as well cuz i felt like it was winter.

penang was good good good.

ate nyummy nasi kandar and chee cheong fan.

gurney and ferrighi.

went parasailing. didnt regret one bit.

bought too many dvds.

bargained like mad.

been watching FRIENDS like a freak. just too addictive.

tmrw i will start fresh.wheel power bugger.

off to murni's.

i cant upload pictures. grr

hometown.. here i comee!

2009-08-14T07:32:00.000-07:00

I'm off to penang tomorrow. i miss that place. the foood. the beach. evrything abt penang just makes me a happy happy person. i cant wait to go shopping, dvd hunting, food diving and just spent some quality time with liyas. haha sorry b its just so funneh how ur fans refer to you as. sounds like my mom mixing up names or words. how carven ong became craven or beyonce became beyonse. I HAVENT PACKED. arghh instead gonna continue role models. i had a thought just now of going all the way to cineleisure just to buy popcorn to enjoy with the movie. but then i thought and thought and spent too much time thinking that it was late and i was as usual lazy. seriously the popcorn is so yummy. watched the proposal the other day. so loved it. i can watch it a million more times i swear. i want the doggggggggggggggggg! someone? anyone? xx

rough strands.

2009-08-11T18:28:00.000-07:00

i feel like I've got a truck load of work to do but yet I'm still procrastinating and doing other things which really are a waste of time and money.. like online shopping which i have really become addicted to nowadays. i keep telling myself that once the item arrives its not gonna look as good as portrayed on the site itself but the temptation its just too ughh.. so yesterday after browsing through sites while in marketing class we ( the j's and i) decided to go to hang tuah in hopes of finding nice cheap shoes/clothes/bags which u would normally see online at a higher price. everyone sold in bulk and some didn't even let us in cuz we didn't own a boutique or a blog shop. felt like throwing papayas at them. oh well i think i'll just stick to buying online or maybe even selling someday when i'm free and not so lazy to do business. later on went to 15's to have rojak and cendol. mmm the best really :D i should start exploring new dessert/snacks ard pj so that i dont have to travel so far just to eat. 40 bucks worth of petrol finished in 2 days. so muchhh!..ok whtv it is i have to finish up fashion comm by Friday, hand in the looks sheet, marketing on the web andd err? somethings missing.so anyway i moved room again. seriously i've been moving back and fourth since forever. now i have a bigger space but a dark, not so much privacy room. the past few days have consisted of late nights and a few worthless movies. i'm starting to worry whether i'm still into chic flicks. suddenly its become so pointless.

ghost of gf's past: i hated it. not nice at all and to actually think i couldn't wait for it when i saw the trailer.

table for three: omgggg so boring and i didn't even get the end. -__-

role models: ok this one is quite funny. but i haven't finished watching it so i can't really say for now.

i really wanted to watch the proposal but the weren't selling it and i just realised pirated dvd's have become cheaper. 3 for rm20. so worth it i dont feel like going to the movies anymore.

ok more updatess soon. gtg do my product development and go ou to collect something and maybe a hair cut in between :D

and for my bimbo friend i changed the link back to the first.

we laugh indoors.

2009-08-08T18:22:00.000-07:00

time flies so fast its already the end of another week. before you know it college will be over and a new sem will begin. sigh. when is college gonna end forever? but then again once it ends i think i'll actually miss it. so anyway thurs was ashes 24th birthday. headed over to the ship then later on to gypsy in changkat. he was totally in awww with our plans and esp the cake. haha stood up and actually sang his national anthem before cutting the cake. funny ppl i tell you. night went pretty darn well. gypsy had great music and the crowd nicee. subway came later from mos to join us.

wolverine in the making.

singing the national anthem.
he looks so happy. haha

lovelies. more photos on fb

with em subway

friday was spent mostly at home. bf finished exams today so we headed to mv earlier ard 5 and roamed ard while waiting for the other couple to arrive. had cookies gelato and famous amos in between. yummm. dragged him into every shoe shop possible. i think i'm falling in love with heels. so much more costly then flats. sighh saw this one pair in charles and keith. i'll get it when i head down to singapore. and then they finally arrived close to 8? i didnt check but all i know was you guys were late! haha anyway we settled at spaghetti grill. though the food reviews were half half i still didnt mind checking it out. pretty cheap. 16.95++ for their dinner set which comes with bottomless drink, soup and dessert which was a scoop of vanilla ice cream. pfft. after dinner we planned to watch G.I joe. not my kind but didnt mind. headed to tropicana cuz mv was full. half way we cancelled! sorry guys. kc was heading back to kedah so wanted to go see him instead.

lennie's meal. the only one which filled up the plate cuz it wasn't from the set

my mess. seafood pasta. i dug in too fast hehe. 3/5

his fish n chips.

wigly's chicken cube.

my camera's quality is deteriorating.

the happy couples :)

had to wake up early on sat to pack for photo shoot before heading to college and then to the studio/house in bangsar. arranged looks, snap snap and we were done in an hour? haha. dropped the rest at college and came home and crashed. later at night went to kubhlans sister's party. another trishi which got me confused throughout the night. haha. practically the same thing as his party; venue and arrangement. comparison between his and hers. i just have to. food: his, music: hers(well cuz obviously there was no dj at his. poor thing!), cake: his (really), crowd: i can't really decide on this cuz hers had more people but they were mostly girls and his had slightly less but a good mixture of both. speech; both ;) the siblings love talking. dancefloor was pretty good. i felt like a kid again. enjoyed jumping instead of dancing. went to scarlet for his drink and then just walked ard curve before heading back to the party which by this time was almost ending. more pixies on fb.

i think this is pavlova. heavy creamed but yummy.

dug in straight from the bowl. towards the end. :D

with the brother and sister.

sitting on the bar where i knocked my head on wine glasses above mins before this.

my oreo cookie. lab lab yeww!

xx.

i keep getting stuck.

2009-08-05T21:25:00.000-07:00

seriously i cannot be left home alone.

i get distracted so easily

i just developed a hatred towards ants. tell me what type of ants go into your chicken?!

i think macaroons and pretty and way too yummy.

i have to remember proving sophistication doesn't have to be monochrome.

TV series to get addicted to: still figuring.

movies to watch: just too many

things to remember : double date fri, photo shoot sat

get new make up before funds run out.

childlike.

2009-08-04T05:29:00.000-07:00

during my childhood days i use to prefer kelly dolls compared to barbies mainly cuz it was way more adorable and affordable. i still remember i had this one doll who could be fed with water and when you pressed her stomach she could actually dispose it. and then slowly i moved on having more intest in pollypockets. but see how cuute kelly dolls have become.

baked.

2009-08-03T07:04:00.000-07:00

I just had claypot yeemee for dinner :D ate ate ate and now i'm so full. i should have just stuck to whtv there was at home. the problem is i'm just too lazy. it's pretty ridiculous considering how simple it is to cook a dish or two or even a meal. but i just can't bring myself to do it. there's the thinking firstly of what to cook? what ingredients i need? then comes the preparing of the ingredients dicing, chopping, defrosting the meat, and then theres the pre cooking process of steaming or boiling or frying and then only comes the cooking which before you know it will be cleaning up. see why i dont cook now?! its too much stress and time. timid i'm becoming you last time haha. i rather enjoy other people's effort. and plus food somehow just taste better when someone else cooks it. so anyway KC is back from india. and the bbq got cancelled due to stoopid house rules. sometimes i just wish i lived in a landed property where i'd have a big nice carpet grass covered garden with lots of pretty flowers and a cute beagle to tickle and torture whenever and stressed, sad or lonely and so that parties will actually happen without having to worry about money or venue or rules. went to pdg bawah for 2 days straight despite my fever. didn't really mind considering how much i like hanging out with subway. and everyone came this time :D covered almost 2 malls during the weekend and i'm seriously sick of em. there's no longer anything to do in shopping malls unless you have the money. window shopping is just depressing. look, stare, say its nice. you definitely are gonna get it someday somehow right. you see the thing with me and my mom is, we're in the same mall but we're just not together. she has no patience or even interest in my kinda shops and i just get bored outta hers. so yeah we just go separate ways instead. that way everyone's happy(sorta) and you get to cover shopping so fast cuz you only go where YOU want to. so anyway i settled down reading a magazine instead of shopping. today i had college as usual. seriously i'd prefer selling pan mee instead. stress free. except when my shop becomes famous. i'll leave you guys with some yummy dory dishes. come hereee fishy!

saving the best for last. this one looks the yummiest! from FULLHOUSE NZX.

2009-07-30T08:21:00.000-07:00

my head is throbbing. my body is aching. i have a fever. ive got no mood fr ARCS work. instead im doing this -_- pretty fun tho :D

*******
tell us about the first time you met and your first impression of him/her:-first met him when a mutual friend went perfume shopping :D taken, quiet, shy, hot. haha

tell us something funny about him/her:- the jealousy is wayyy ott. Haha but its cute sometimes.

what’s a weird habit or quirk that s/he has?: -a few. sleeps with legs touching the wall, likes wetting his legs before jumping to bed, ocd.

what makes him/her happy?:- having money, seeing other people happy, boobs :O haha

what makes him/her sad?:- Without a doubt ; no money and me causing drama

what makes him/her angry?:-people judging him without even knowing him in the first place and phone hung ups

what excites him/her?:- chics asking him out?

what’s s/he like at home?:- a good son? Works out of home as well

what’s s/he like at work/school?:- studious i think

have you met his/her exes?:- with the constant reminding? Feels like i’ve met all of em.

do his/her parents like you?: - i have no clue. Hopefully *fingers crossed*

what’s the first thing s/he would do or say if s/he fell down and scraped their knee:- the slippery floor/ banana skin/ any other object that make u fall caused it, major cover i tell you.haha

what would s/he do in an emergency situation with other people involved?:- panic then rush to the scene

which shop would s/he spend the most time at in a shopping mall?:- err from what i’ve seen the longest was either topman or i forgot the other shops name.

what would s/he have for a typical breakfast?:- bread and sometimes nothing. I should ask him this

where would s/he want to go for dinner?:- anywhere that satisfies me :D

what kind of movie would s/he choose at the cinema?:- action, sci-fi, booring.

describe his/her taste in music:- micheal buble’s no 1.

if s/he wasn't going out with you, who would s/he be going out with?:- wevy.hahaha

what item in his/her wardrobe would you like to burn:- its pretty satisfying in there.

what is s/he good at?:- Singing, persuading damn!

what is s/he totally horrible at?:-world map. hehe

what’s something about him/her that is annoying/infuriating?:- he always wants to talk things out after arguments. Text pls.

what’s something that you two fundamentally disagree on?:- chilling sessions.

what’s something that you two agree whole-heartedly on?- errrr?

is s/he possessive?:- in between.

why would s/he succeed in life?:- determined, always trying his level best.

what is the coolest gift that s/he has ever given you?:- black patent purse. More to come i hope. eheh

what is s/he obsessed with?:- l4d, dota, poker. Stoopid stoopid

why would s/he be dangerous?:- anyone in trouble.

what does s/he avoid at all costs?:- gay men? haha

what does s/he spend the most money on?:- games and food

describe his/her typical Sunday: - Wakes up late, bonds with the family, stays in the whole day studying abit here and there or chilling with subway.

tell us about a time s/he looked absolutely gorgeous: - When he sings on stage or when he doesn’t try. So sexii

what’s something about him/her that would surprise all of his/her friends?:- the fact that he’s with me.haha

what do you love most about him/her?:- how understanding he is, how he tries so hard, how he cares so much about others, his jealous humours, how he never fails to make me smile even during crucial moments.haha how he makes fun of my malay and most importantly how honest, sexy and loving he is. still discovering baby :D

i've been wanting to see this for ages

2009-07-28T07:07:00.000-07:00

eee. i finally found it! :D click below

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YKlDXomMv0U

if i only knew how to upload videos. sigh

2009-07-27T09:51:00.000-07:00

its become my sleeping pill.

let me eat lilies.

2009-07-25T20:37:00.000-07:00

currently doing assignments while attempting to blog. my attention span is way to low. i neeeed distraction every 15 mins. ugh. so my week went like this

Tuesday
woke up late for class but i managed to get dressed and zoomed off to just college in time only to realise class starts at 9.30 not 9. went for lunch at chilli's mv with bf soon after.3rd :D ate till we couldnt eat. laughed till i wanted to puke. loved the gay host for loving my bf.hahaha. later went to jillywiglys place to do assignment till 10.

Wednesday
woke up early to finish assignment. presentation in coll. class finished pretty late and had to endure the jam coming home. why does college have to be so far away? totally forgot abt my reserved pair of heels so went ou with jillywigly to get it. finallly. shopped shopped for abit then rushed over to piccadilly's for het's bithday dinner. high school friends have all seriously changed. talked, laughed, gave advise, got advise,ate. otw bck pulled over to flick a cockroach out of the car!

thursday

my only college free day so i pretty much bummed to whole day. went to fetch ramani from imu. went to makan at taj and later met up with the guys at ac. ate pizza again with bf then dropped him off at stoopidautosurf to play stupid games. Got dressed to go mos later on cuz it was sharma's birthday. got stopped for talking on the phone while driving. fell off a chair wearing a dress. so maluu. got entertained. found 3 roaches in my car and according to wanji a lizard too cuz i made him flick it out. my car needs some serious cleaning.

Friday
woke up late for college due to the previous day. and i love fridays class :( i still had to go to college for mondays presentation. came home and made up for all the lack of sleep. couldnt go out with bf cuz he was sick. bummed ard till 11 then went to republic with baskaran. met a few ppl and saw my cousin. he looked directly at me and just walked passed. i guess he just could not recognise. last i saw him was ages but i didnt bother. came home at 4 after drinks and mamak. slept like a baby.

for some reason he wanted me to smile like a fool

massage.massage.massage.bliss
haha

saturday

bf was still sick so i couldnt go out with him. stayed at home. tried to finish The Day The Earth Stood Still. ended up sleeping instead. woke up and called ramani to go mkn. fetch him from pyramid and headed to nainna's where we talked over food. found out the nose had dengue and wanted to visit him but it was way past visiting hours so we went to ac instead. jeremy 1g and amir joined. they played pool while i stoned and fought.haha. went back not long after.

pretty boring week. alot of bickering in between. sometimes my emotions just run wild. my love for lilies are getting stronger than daisies. things with mummy are normal again! and when i was thinking abt eating nasi lemak today, she sudd came to me bearing 3 packets of it :D im thinking of getting highlights again. hmmm xx

goodbye.

2009-07-20T10:05:00.000-07:00

although now i feel like today was the crappiest day, the earlier hours were nicee. today marks the last day before my sister flies off to new zealand. didnt think about skipping college until 3 hours before class started. i thought to myself since its her last day i might as well accompany her. afterall i wont be seeing her for the next five months. so we went to pyramid, had yummy lunch at MFM and bought necessities. and in that time i thought about a few thing i need and have to do.

1. get the heels i reserved. finally a new pair of HEELS are ready to invade my shoe cabinet. i've always been more of a flats person but oh well

2. treat the bf to a nice lunch/dinner. ok i've been thinking abt it for quite awhile now. porto romano? MFM? ok MFM again just because i was fascinated by their flaming part of the flaming prawns and the platter for two.haha

3. night web surfing at oldtown. not only is the environment in the bangsar one nice but it'll help me stop procrastinating on doing college work :D

4. start exercising. just cuz i looked down after lunch only to see a huge bulge. i mean huge.

so anyway i drove my tinycar all the way to KLIA for the first time by myself. i have this weird feeling that something will happen all the time. punctured tyre, overheat, cant start yada yada. kinda explains the reason why i don't drive tinycar anywhere far. checked in her luggage, walked, mcdees, waited,walked, took pictures, walked and she finally left at 8 20. and we arrived there at 6ish.sigh and i feel so lonely already. i guess ill get use to it. drove back, met amar gan sanjays and bf, went mkn at canai cafe and now i'm home. mother finally came back after her disappearing act but thank god she was sound asleep. didn't really feel like talking/seeing/ignoring her. on a different note, i'm starting to see how childish you are. i think timid was right. i just kept denying. but part of me wants that childishness. but now at this very hour on this very day, i hate it. i feel like stabbing something.

after much thinking..

2009-07-18T08:18:00.000-07:00

So its time again i attempt to start blogging. about two years ago or so i attempted the exact same thing only to fail miserably. i use to tell myself i'll only start once an interesting phase happens to take place but due to boredom and years of reading random blogs (major hopping) i've finally decided to occupy my time doing something besides munching. today has so far been the least productive day of my life or atleast of what i remeber of. sleep sleep sleep. and not even continously! it was like someone was just pulling my (lifeless) body back to bed. but it was a much needed rest after being sleep deprived for 3 days. anyway stumbled upon this and i suddenly feel like getting on one noww. till the next post. (hopefully)