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gardens of gerdens

i'm done with work! but somehow i feel like working now. i think i just needed a day off! wanted to go for a facial but it was fully booked so i just bummed ard and went for threading later and spontaneously decided to cut fringe. i have no idea what to do with my hair. i want it long but i want it short as well. long cause i never really had it like super long and short cause well i need a different look seriously. been like this since ages. howw?? besides that i think i'm way more brand concious now and thats a bad thing. finally picked up the courage to walk into Gardens with a work mate the other day after continuosly seeing shoppers strut their brandies. fake and real i have no idea what the difference is. for me well i guess its self satisfaction. so anyway seriously i just cant bring myself to walking into all these big brands. i feel so malu to not come out with anything. anyway finally went in with our ciplak clothes(working attire). not so bad lahh.hahaha look at everything, checked the price, kept in mind the favourites and now its killing me. i want a 5k longchamp bag! lorddddddddd help me. cheaper ones include a marc jacobs wallet. i hate this! i dont like to be so... like this! ok gonna watch forbes top 20 under 25.

and here's me camwhoring earlier hehe

xx

i gave up pacing. now i sit and people watch

JOY!

current balance.

listening : to train, mayer and bruno mars

dreaming : of a vacation

craving : everything you'd find in a ramadhan bazaar which happens to be EVERYTHING :D

reading : every magazine for free during breaks at MPH. so sad i know

kicking : the bad habit of spending

missing : my funny mimi and having to wake up late

thinking : of aunty junes and burgerr haha

enjoying : the feel of aircond 12 hrs a day!

ok seriously this time bye. goodnight lovelies!xx

thoughts and ka ching chings

i'm just gonna mix everything i'm feeling/did/doing/frustrating over

why can't i get babypie? is it my phone or his or maxis or WHAT? i pampered my poor feet today after all the standing and walking. i thought i'd save money but working. apparently not! food and parking kills plus all the things i look at everyday. tmrw onwards i'm packing my own lunch and eating dinner at home. i'm gonna starve, kill me already. i miss the guys and our gym and eating sessions. i dont miss having to drive to subang tho. i need to buy an oil cleanser for all the makeup i put on my face and have to (step 1) remove with oil (step 2) cleanse with the normal dermalogica (step 3) scrub with tea tree so that it wont be oilyyy. i miss my shu uemura cleansing oil :( so easy peasy! work has been better than expected. just the same ol routine everyday which is a bore. i look at the clock 20972487r2987 times only to see time passing 5 minutes each time. i wish i had friends to break with cuz all i do now is believe it or not exercise in the mall by walking up and down. and no i dont mean window shopping and strolling by exercise, i mean pacing up down till i feel my calfs aching (and for some odd reason my shoulders). i dont know how to use my tumblr or else i'll be blogging there right now. merdeka songs are killing me. thank god for earphones and john mayer. seriously how to ppl work. i just dont geddit. no freedom nothing. I JUST REALISED HOW MUCH PEOPLE SPEND MONEY. ESPECIALLY WHEN ITS ALL IN FREAKING GODDAMN CASH! sighhhh. i miss blogging. i want burger ayam tambah cheese noww! i still have traffic! guess i should be blogging more often. i saw a lady with one hand today and it was so suprising how she was so normal to it that it seemed as if there was actually a hand there. my stomach has been acting funny. i cant sleep. ok bye

A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin
shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow,
he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You
think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put
things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear.
Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a
decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you
can't undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who
hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the
proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted
time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have
to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own
lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we
can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin
really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than
sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of
never trying. - Dr. meredith grey