a new chapter

Happy November lovelies!

the past week i:

bought a thick ass novel

caught up on movies, old and new

finally got time to read magazines

went to 2 warehouse sales.

bought a dress for a really cheap price.

reformatted and anti-virused my lappie.

met up with old friends.

met the granny.

survived day 1.

pictures from the ramanados@ urbanattic

purrdiest celeb baby, suri cruise.
seriously she's dressed in the most fashionable things ever.
click click below.

http://suricruisefashion.blogspot.com/

we were meant to live for so much more.

to my funny friend ,

i know i haven't been close to you in the past year or so.i dont know what or why i somehow feel awkward with you. but you were right, i probably felt that way cuz we're so distant now. even i feel weird about why i can never hang out with you alone like how you do to other girls. maybe its cuz i'm scared we'll run out of things to say or you'll get bored of me or i'll get bored of you. you use to be the second person i run to when something interesting happens and seeing you get so hyped makes me even more excited about my happenings i.e mcdreamy and mcsteamy.haha( i like ppl reacting with me) and like i said my taken life makes me have far less gossip to fill you in about meaning far less conversations. even if i do I'll be telling you only the mean, sad stuff which is really unfair to my other half since you guys are good friends and even though we've been close friends for almost err 4 years now i don't remember ever buying you gifts for ur special days. I'm so sorry i only run to you when i have problems and i don't have anyone else. and even though sometimes i highly disagree with ur choices and decisions and I'm sure you do with some of mine only you can realise and change them. for someone who's younger than me i really feel you're damn matured in your thinking. people have perceptions where a guy-girl close friend relationship eventually doesn't work i really hope this will last forever. even when you're a thousand miles away and married and last but not least i really hope you'll find a girl who'll give you unconditional love cuz seriously, you deserve it.

my fondest memories with you are when we pretended to be together bangsar, merdeka's after ditching the rest and late night calls about everything on this one particular night in form 4 where my jaws were damn pain either from talking or laughing and not forgetting the bimbotic high school moments where i was the subject for laughter but didn't mind at all.

i quote you

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back."


love,
princessdumbass

haiyoh so malas to blog already. but i'm so determined to keep this one going. so yesterday was my deepavali open house. i know its a week late but who cares. it was suppose to be on deepavali day itself but mom cancelled due to several reasons. i wore a sari for the first time. basically cuz buying a sari blouse is wayy cheaper than buying something else (2 for RM24). the cloth itself was borowed from my moms chinese friend! hehe i'm so a fail Indian. if you're reading and wasn't invited, it was mainly due to my moms hands and how much she could cook for so she limited me to 10ish people so i just invited to close ones. but in the end there was plenty left and her friends ended up tapau-ing it. so she learnt her lesson and i learnt mine :) on a different note, i really feel like venturing into journalism. i have no idea why. i just feel like it'll be something interesting to do. and its not like i thought abt it once. everytime i hear the word diploma or magazine or uni's. its crazyy i know cuz firstly my english/writing is not that good, i need to think so much before starting to write a report/essay and just to reach that 500, yes 500 min words i'm already dying. i dont have a flare for it really. i hate reading books and i think i need to start mang! anyway i dont even think this will become a reality but i feel like i need to express it somewhere and what better place than my own blog. i'm very much confused about my plans for my studies. fashion still? or business or something else. should i take a year off? idk! i know have a routine of waking up and looking for part time jobs. you know the one day jobs that pay you alot. i havent gotten any replies and i'm pretty bummed. i think i'm gonna change my plans for the future from being a fat mum who doesnt care abt her weight, spoils her kids and a housewife to a not so fat mum with her own business who still spoils her kids but not in an excessive way and has something to accomplish every year. see how jumbled up my post is. someone, the next time you see me pls force me to read and give me books for my birthday ( omg ok i think i'll cry if you do this. haha my sister did once and i forced her to get me something else as well cuz i thought i was so ewwww) i guess i'm paying the price now :(

with mom and her bunch.

with everyone who made it a joyous one.

with atieboobs and syirabangs

with babypie who makes me a happy happy girl

i love this picture of us.

xx.

hello lovelies. i'm so dead sleepy and lazy to shower. nothing interesting happened this week. college as usual and been going ard hunting for stuff for this saturday. i've got to get my room organized or bare the screaming from mum. tuesday was banana leaf with baby for dinner and later to BR hartamas for some yummy ice-cream and laughter :) i now have 4 days of classes instead of 3 cuz we have an additional subject. sighhh went to brickfields yesterday for sari blouses and sweeets. now i kinda regret not going during the usual deepavali period. headed to canai later for kebab while the guys shisha-ed and then to helo bali in my shorts and t-shirt where i got mutiple stares to meet my dear friend niro for abit. today had assignments to complete and then college again which was a pure waste of time. wasn't even paying attention and before we knew it class was over. ok i'm gonna go to bed early today cuz we're heading down to johor tmrw for a friend. i wasn't close to her i must say but it seriously was damn shocking. ok toods!

diwali

So this year, diwali was spent with the family at kampung seremban. drove down alone to see the grandmama. she's getting cuter every year i swear! drove back up again by 4 to go for amars open house. the whole day i had yummy food. shamelessly helping myself to plates of rice, curry and mutton vareval. its so sad how i'm indian and i don't hve visiting to do instead i go for my fellow indian mate's open house and every other indian friend of his cant make it cuz they've got their own thing going on. On mom's side : brother in canada (no contact), sister in penang married to chinese so i think she celebrates chinese new year (no contact), sister in alor setar (no contact) and lastly sister in USA who celebrates christmas (no contact). On dad's side: pls this even more pathetic no need to explain la. haha so see how divided the family is? i'm gonna make sure i get married and have a big family and give birth to a gazillion kids so that they'll have a nice huge family to have festivities with :D.

she was confused at first

damnnn cute i feel like wobbling her cheeks!

daughter. mother. grandmother

the other night.

spasm. haha

ramanibavani.

dont worry your getting there. haha

fatty.

angel wings.

babypie

in between fights.

godrei

he kept on blocking me from taking a decent photo of myself. grrr

heh.

xx.