i gave up pacing. now i sit and people watch

JOY!

current balance.

listening : to train, mayer and bruno mars

dreaming : of a vacation

craving : everything you'd find in a ramadhan bazaar which happens to be EVERYTHING :D

reading : every magazine for free during breaks at MPH. so sad i know

kicking : the bad habit of spending

missing : my funny mimi and having to wake up late

thinking : of aunty junes and burgerr haha

enjoying : the feel of aircond 12 hrs a day!

ok seriously this time bye. goodnight lovelies!xx

thoughts and ka ching chings

i'm just gonna mix everything i'm feeling/did/doing/frustrating over

why can't i get babypie? is it my phone or his or maxis or WHAT? i pampered my poor feet today after all the standing and walking. i thought i'd save money but working. apparently not! food and parking kills plus all the things i look at everyday. tmrw onwards i'm packing my own lunch and eating dinner at home. i'm gonna starve, kill me already. i miss the guys and our gym and eating sessions. i dont miss having to drive to subang tho. i need to buy an oil cleanser for all the makeup i put on my face and have to (step 1) remove with oil (step 2) cleanse with the normal dermalogica (step 3) scrub with tea tree so that it wont be oilyyy. i miss my shu uemura cleansing oil :( so easy peasy! work has been better than expected. just the same ol routine everyday which is a bore. i look at the clock 20972487r2987 times only to see time passing 5 minutes each time. i wish i had friends to break with cuz all i do now is believe it or not exercise in the mall by walking up and down. and no i dont mean window shopping and strolling by exercise, i mean pacing up down till i feel my calfs aching (and for some odd reason my shoulders). i dont know how to use my tumblr or else i'll be blogging there right now. merdeka songs are killing me. thank god for earphones and john mayer. seriously how to ppl work. i just dont geddit. no freedom nothing. I JUST REALISED HOW MUCH PEOPLE SPEND MONEY. ESPECIALLY WHEN ITS ALL IN FREAKING GODDAMN CASH! sighhhh. i miss blogging. i want burger ayam tambah cheese noww! i still have traffic! guess i should be blogging more often. i saw a lady with one hand today and it was so suprising how she was so normal to it that it seemed as if there was actually a hand there. my stomach has been acting funny. i cant sleep. ok bye

A couple of hundred years ago, Benjamin Franklin
shared with the world the secret of his success. Never leave that till tomorrow,
he said, which you can do today. This is the man who discovered electricity. You
think more people would listen to what he had to say. I don't know why we put
things off, but if I had to guess, I'd have to say it has a lot to do with fear.
Fear of failure, fear of rejection, sometimes the fear is just of making a
decision, because what if you're wrong? What if you're making a mistake you
can't undo? The early bird catches the worm. A stitch in time saves nine. He who
hesitates is lost. We can't pretend we hadn't been told. We've all heard the
proverbs, heard the philosophers, heard our grandparents warning us about wasted
time, heard the damn poets urging us to seize the day. Still sometimes we have
to see for ourselves. We have to make our own mistakes. We have to learn our own
lessons. We have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we
can't anymore. Until we finally understand for ourselves what Benjamin Franklin
really meant. That knowing is better than wondering, that waking is better than
sleeping, and even the biggest failure, even the worst, beat the hell out of
never trying. - Dr. meredith grey

:)

thaank you bestieboo!

i love you!

cyan colour for you

haha

another one to save up for

this was something special, something like dynamite

today on a saturday when its raining and when its all nice to snuggle up under my silk comforter, i'm up at 11 for god knows what reason and when i slept only at 4 yesterday. i think my body's getting use to the waking up at 11/12 on weekdays. maybe i'll nap later or something.

anyway helllo lovelies!


its almost been a month since i last update

so anyway I'm actually doing my internship now. at the same company my mom's working in but we're on different floor levels. first few days we went for lunch and whatnot but as i got use to the job i preferred staying in and getting over with it fast. moreover i did have breakfast at 11 so yeah my point is i don't see her anymore

this one's a whole lot better than the previous. i don't feel like its a chore. i come to work to make money and its all up to me(what i earn). i dont wake up so early and endured the morning jams. i dont wake up earlier then early just to eat breakfast, slab makeup and pick my outfit. everything's just so much more laid back.

anyway this is gonna last 2 months and i might just continue doing it on a part time basis. I've got to plan my future too which i havent done. apply, english test and look around for scholarships.

i've been going out like usual, just not so much pictures and i cant remember what i did when during the last month so i'll just do it randomly

may baby's birthday thing where they had a pool party in hartamas. they because i arrived late and later on to peninsula for the after party haha. good funn, good laughs!

went to Gold Coast Sepang for a picnic. the place was alright nothing great. ate, chilled and had my mini jog on the beach.haha for those who dont already know, i've always wanted to jog along the beach every morning or whtv time for that matter like hollywood celebs. and doing it alone is not an option unless u have a dog so baba ran with me! hehe

the only picture i took :(

headed to artista to watch mel perform last week and manda perform this week

endless rounds to sids

on kev's birthday

12 hrs event

gimme an eeee

so sweaty and tired

ikea with the boys

kids at work.heheh

jilly's birthday in chillis bangsar where we all surprised her and later on to BR for their pink promotion.

cheesecake :)

birthday besties

son and father

thats it!will try to update on a more frequent basis :)

xx