goodbye.

although now i feel like today was the crappiest day, the earlier hours were nicee. today marks the last day before my sister flies off to new zealand. didnt think about skipping college until 3 hours before class started. i thought to myself since its her last day i might as well accompany her. afterall i wont be seeing her for the next five months. so we went to pyramid, had yummy lunch at MFM and bought necessities. and in that time i thought about a few thing i need and have to do.

1. get the heels i reserved. finally a new pair of HEELS are ready to invade my shoe cabinet. i've always been more of a flats person but oh well

2. treat the bf to a nice lunch/dinner. ok i've been thinking abt it for quite awhile now. porto romano? MFM? ok MFM again just because i was fascinated by their flaming part of the flaming prawns and the platter for two.haha

3. night web surfing at oldtown. not only is the environment in the bangsar one nice but it'll help me stop procrastinating on doing college work :D

4. start exercising. just cuz i looked down after lunch only to see a huge bulge. i mean huge.

so anyway i drove my tinycar all the way to KLIA for the first time by myself. i have this weird feeling that something will happen all the time. punctured tyre, overheat, cant start yada yada. kinda explains the reason why i don't drive tinycar anywhere far. checked in her luggage, walked, mcdees, waited,walked, took pictures, walked and she finally left at 8 20. and we arrived there at 6ish.sigh and i feel so lonely already. i guess ill get use to it. drove back, met amar gan sanjays and bf, went mkn at canai cafe and now i'm home. mother finally came back after her disappearing act but thank god she was sound asleep. didn't really feel like talking/seeing/ignoring her. on a different note, i'm starting to see how childish you are. i think timid was right. i just kept denying. but part of me wants that childishness. but now at this very hour on this very day, i hate it. i feel like stabbing something.