yes i am hurt and deeply sadden. but there's nothing much i can do anymore cause on my part i feel like i've done enough. i did say more than i had to. and for that I'm sorry. i shouldn't have. i should have just let it all out to you. cause despite everything, we were the tightest it got. and everything you say eventually bites you right back in the arse right. everything you said was in fact true. i was a bitch to you and whatever else you feel like naming me. and i just didn't feel like fighting back anymore. i thought things will be different after the first but for all i know it got even worse. guess things are just better this way where we both have our seperate lives to live by. yes this is to you.
seeing that words all i wanted to do was to crash the car. yes i have issues. i know i have said it to you as well. i know it's harsh things to say but i thought you knew better. but i'm ok with it. i really am.see no silent treatments etc. to you it might be a small matter but not to me. i really feel dissapointed when you do it. and i really hate it when you ask for permission. thats what make people think i'm controlling you. don't you realise if you don't ask no one will even know. its not something big. just when i'm around.but its clearly not getting us anywhere. so i'm just gonna try to not care. yes this is to you
this is prolly the only emo post i'll ever post up. i really hope. cause i know how annoying it is to read posts like this. at least i tried to make it happy by changing the ends to sunshine yellow. haha
“You wanna know what living life to the fullest actually is? It’s waking up on a Monday morning with no complaints. It’s knowing you always deserve to laugh. It’s doing what feels right no matter what. It’s doing what you want to no matter how stupid you look. It’s about being yourself, because no one can tell you you’re doing it wrong.”— Unknown
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