i know i haven't been close to you in the past year or so.i dont know what or why i somehow feel awkward with you. but you were right, i probably felt that way cuz we're so distant now. even i feel weird about why i can never hang out with you alone like how you do to other girls. maybe its cuz i'm scared we'll run out of things to say or you'll get bored of me or i'll get bored of you. you use to be the second person i run to when something interesting happens and seeing you get so hyped makes me even more excited about my happenings i.e mcdreamy and mcsteamy.haha( i like ppl reacting with me) and like i said my taken life makes me have far less gossip to fill you in about meaning far less conversations. even if i do I'll be telling you only the mean, sad stuff which is really unfair to my other half since you guys are good friends and even though we've been close friends for almost err 4 years now i don't remember ever buying you gifts for ur special days. I'm so sorry i only run to you when i have problems and i don't have anyone else. and even though sometimes i highly disagree with ur choices and decisions and I'm sure you do with some of mine only you can realise and change them. for someone who's younger than me i really feel you're damn matured in your thinking. people have perceptions where a guy-girl close friend relationship eventually doesn't work i really hope this will last forever. even when you're a thousand miles away and married and last but not least i really hope you'll find a girl who'll give you unconditional love cuz seriously, you deserve it.
my fondest memories with you are when we pretended to be together bangsar, merdeka's after ditching the rest and late night calls about everything on this one particular night in form 4 where my jaws were damn pain either from talking or laughing and not forgetting the bimbotic high school moments where i was the subject for laughter but didn't mind at all.
i quote you
"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back."
love,
princessdumbass
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